Thursday, July 31, 2008
In my place, in my place
Were lines that I couldn't change
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was scared, I was scared
im not as talented as other ppl are
not as suave as they are
not as smart in makin choices as them
not as nice as i should be
not as good in relationship
not as rich as of
but its not like its a choice
i know all of that , im ok with it
i want to be me , i dnt mind not being special
but why do they throw stones at me?
In a beautiful world
i wish i was special
"At times like these it's hard to find
the right words to say,
And I know that words alone
won't take the pain away.
But, I know a man who sits high, and looks low,
And He is saying, "My child, you're not alone."
for better, for worse,
for richer, for poorer,
in sickness, in health
And nothing else matters
ps : i played against dalian shide an sleague outfit ,
and boy were they fit.
@ 3:09 AM
Were lines that I couldn't change
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed
I was scared, I was scared
im not as talented as other ppl are
not as suave as they are
not as smart in makin choices as them
not as nice as i should be
not as good in relationship
not as rich as of
but its not like its a choice
i know all of that , im ok with it
i want to be me , i dnt mind not being special
but why do they throw stones at me?
In a beautiful world
i wish i was special
"At times like these it's hard to find
the right words to say,
And I know that words alone
won't take the pain away.
But, I know a man who sits high, and looks low,
And He is saying, "My child, you're not alone."
for better, for worse,
for richer, for poorer,
in sickness, in health
And nothing else matters
ps : i played against dalian shide an sleague outfit ,
and boy were they fit.
@ 3:09 AM
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Like everybody i often wanted
more of life ,
i wudnt lie , i regreted wantin more
like i said in my previous post we grow to realise
tt we actually know less abt life not more.
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all- killers
i was dreading the platuea that seems avoidable
when u reach ur late 20s where life would go downward onwards
but somehow im lookin frwd to tt stage in which
there is more stability in life
a certain peace for not having too high ups and not too low downs
a balance
So I'll wait 'til kingdom come.
All the highs and lows are gone.
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
I'll be...fine - jonas brothers
how do you fight for something
that doesnt want fighting for?
When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the Tube
@ 3:34 AM
more of life ,
i wudnt lie , i regreted wantin more
like i said in my previous post we grow to realise
tt we actually know less abt life not more.
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all- killers
i was dreading the platuea that seems avoidable
when u reach ur late 20s where life would go downward onwards
but somehow im lookin frwd to tt stage in which
there is more stability in life
a certain peace for not having too high ups and not too low downs
a balance
So I'll wait 'til kingdom come.
All the highs and lows are gone.
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
I'll be...fine - jonas brothers
how do you fight for something
that doesnt want fighting for?
When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the Tube
@ 3:34 AM
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
in the early morning run
with my full pack on my bag
and my shirt is full of sweat ,
im a long long way from home.
With clouds above me
and trees swaying
to show that the wind is acompanyin me ,
i witness the sun setting to sea
with ppl at the back of me runnin their day by
i sat in wonder if ever we would conflux
there are two school of thoughts
the sunset and the sunrise
one would say its better for it to start
and some its more worthwhile to watch it end
but one thing certain is one cant get by w/o the other.
being king is actually up for the taking
i thought as i grow up , i would know more
there was a point ;
where i thought i knew everything
that is when i realise i actually know nothing.
beauty is simple if its viewed and judged with the eyes ,
beauty is a curse simply put voiding ppl the chance
to actually explore whats more beautiful than ur face
but then again thats what ur selling so no qualms there.
in the early morning run.
like everybody i want more
more of life.
@ 9:42 PM
with my full pack on my bag
and my shirt is full of sweat ,
im a long long way from home.
With clouds above me
and trees swaying
to show that the wind is acompanyin me ,
i witness the sun setting to sea
with ppl at the back of me runnin their day by
i sat in wonder if ever we would conflux
there are two school of thoughts
the sunset and the sunrise
one would say its better for it to start
and some its more worthwhile to watch it end
but one thing certain is one cant get by w/o the other.
being king is actually up for the taking
i thought as i grow up , i would know more
there was a point ;
where i thought i knew everything
that is when i realise i actually know nothing.
beauty is simple if its viewed and judged with the eyes ,
beauty is a curse simply put voiding ppl the chance
to actually explore whats more beautiful than ur face
but then again thats what ur selling so no qualms there.
in the early morning run.
like everybody i want more
more of life.
@ 9:42 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
i'll see you again , be it in this lifetime
or the next - paris of troy
Eighty percent of the world's wealth
goes to the top one percent of the pie
is it me or i feel that sumhow a revolution
should occur to topple this age old culture
a wealth revolution LOL.
maybe the 99 percent were too busy getting high
talking abt that
hw do you chase a high
when its so way up high ? srsly
mike jagger sud answer it since he's 65 today
and has spent alot of years figuring it out ;
let music be abt the passion
not fashion folks.
but all's good i like wt xiaxue said
"i rather be bankrupt than lose my dignity"
at least being penniless i can still hold
my head up high , well said.
its impt to stay righteous even when wronged.
its up to the people to find their own truths.
or maybe if will arise smday , hopefully
do nt harbour ill thoughts
cause , we dnt want be em nw do we?
he who dont fear death , fears nothing
ps : the cartoon bratz is kinda nice haha.
@ 1:24 AM
or the next - paris of troy
Eighty percent of the world's wealth
goes to the top one percent of the pie
is it me or i feel that sumhow a revolution
should occur to topple this age old culture
a wealth revolution LOL.
maybe the 99 percent were too busy getting high
talking abt that
hw do you chase a high
when its so way up high ? srsly
mike jagger sud answer it since he's 65 today
and has spent alot of years figuring it out ;
let music be abt the passion
not fashion folks.
but all's good i like wt xiaxue said
"i rather be bankrupt than lose my dignity"
at least being penniless i can still hold
my head up high , well said.
its impt to stay righteous even when wronged.
its up to the people to find their own truths.
or maybe if will arise smday , hopefully
do nt harbour ill thoughts
cause , we dnt want be em nw do we?
he who dont fear death , fears nothing
ps : the cartoon bratz is kinda nice haha.
@ 1:24 AM
Friday, July 25, 2008
To the one i'll wait
when the stars align
and circles combine.
I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can't tell dreams from truth
For it's been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore
When I get really lonely and the distance calls its only silence
I think of you smiling with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs
So
If you ever want something
You call, you call
And I'll come running to fight
And I'll be at your door
And there's nothing worth running for
I'm scratching at the surface now
And I'm trying hard to work it out
So much has gone misunderstood
This mystery only leads to doubt
And I didn't understand
When you reached out to take my hand
And if you have something to say
You'd better say it now
Cause this is what you've waited for
Your chance to even up the score
A whole new world
That's where we'll be - hans.
when the stars align
and circles combine.
I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can't tell dreams from truth
For it's been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore
When I get really lonely and the distance calls its only silence
I think of you smiling with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs
So
If you ever want something
You call, you call
And I'll come running to fight
And I'll be at your door
And there's nothing worth running for
I'm scratching at the surface now
And I'm trying hard to work it out
So much has gone misunderstood
This mystery only leads to doubt
And I didn't understand
When you reached out to take my hand
And if you have something to say
You'd better say it now
Cause this is what you've waited for
Your chance to even up the score
A whole new world
That's where we'll be - hans.
@ 4:38 AM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
all this was taken frm a friends blog ,
Hans pointed out the beautiful sunset in the horizon.
Indeed, that was the mark of the end of a super great trip.
The wind was blowing the scent of the sea
euphoria in my heart every second of time
the music dancing seductively around everybody
and without a single worry on my mind
"Cos you choose how your life goes,
you choose how you want the strings to be pulled,
how the picture is to be painted."
The hope to love once again
@ 4:41 AM
Hans pointed out the beautiful sunset in the horizon.
Indeed, that was the mark of the end of a super great trip.
The wind was blowing the scent of the sea
euphoria in my heart every second of time
the music dancing seductively around everybody
and without a single worry on my mind
"Cos you choose how your life goes,
you choose how you want the strings to be pulled,
how the picture is to be painted."
The hope to love once again
@ 4:41 AM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
i am like the wind
poverty of understanding ,
poverty of self-respoect ,
poverty of belonging ,
poverty of love.
@ 9:48 PM
poverty of understanding ,
poverty of self-respoect ,
poverty of belonging ,
poverty of love.
@ 9:48 PM
"Wisest is he who knows what he does not know"
I hold in my hand a lifetime,
but to you it may be just sand.
I hold in my hand the memories
of a long forgotten land
So many fish in the sea then I'm fishing for love
So many fish in the sea then why don't we go for a swim
Don't know where she lives or where she may roam
@ 5:40 PM
I hold in my hand a lifetime,
but to you it may be just sand.
I hold in my hand the memories
of a long forgotten land
So many fish in the sea then I'm fishing for love
So many fish in the sea then why don't we go for a swim
Don't know where she lives or where she may roam
@ 5:40 PM
Friday, July 18, 2008
maybe u dnt deserve this , nevertheless
anyways.
your post ,
Clare bear ,
Husna
the face is pretty
the mind is prettier
the heart prettiest
you ,
for you i played myself dry.
i wish you love
hold your own ,
know ur name ,
and go your own way.
it back to this familliar room.
i need to remember who i use to be.
@ 1:43 AM
anyways.
your post ,
Clare bear ,
Husna
the face is pretty
the mind is prettier
the heart prettiest
you ,
for you i played myself dry.
i wish you love
hold your own ,
know ur name ,
and go your own way.
it back to this familliar room.
i need to remember who i use to be.
@ 1:43 AM
My fear is fear.
im afraid to be afraid
ppl are too busy to listen , to talk , to feel.
remember this
the only person pulling you down
is yourself.
i just realise this while running.
i keep asking myself to stop
or for that matter in life ; r/s fship etc
im the one destroying it.
and finding ways to destroy it.
its high time that i actually break out of it.
i cant keep losing things , its time to keep them
This can never really end, its infinitely sad
Can someone tell me when
Something good became so bad
So if you have a cure
To me would you please send
A picture of my life
With a letter telling how
It should really be instead
Let what be , be
Live and let die.
Life goes on.
@ 1:35 AM
im afraid to be afraid
ppl are too busy to listen , to talk , to feel.
remember this
the only person pulling you down
is yourself.
i just realise this while running.
i keep asking myself to stop
or for that matter in life ; r/s fship etc
im the one destroying it.
and finding ways to destroy it.
its high time that i actually break out of it.
i cant keep losing things , its time to keep them
This can never really end, its infinitely sad
Can someone tell me when
Something good became so bad
So if you have a cure
To me would you please send
A picture of my life
With a letter telling how
It should really be instead
Let what be , be
Live and let die.
Life goes on.
@ 1:35 AM
Love come to those who wait (take a look at florentino ariza)
if you are not too long , i will wait here for you all my life
and i've waited a month to publish this post
After comin back frm a mad 'trip', (which was long overdued)
i finally came back to realise what a mess i've since created
there was some truth in all of it
but truth often goes unnnoticed ,
lies get more attn
alas.
life's great , seriously
i've been thru ups and downs in this month alone
thats its kinda amusing to think abt it
i cant really laugh , im suppose to still be sad.
they say measure life nt by the number of breaths u take
but by the number of time life takes ur breath away tt kinda shit
for me i think ,
its measured by the number heartbreaks i make and take
when would it finally stop?
i went to the place that i was running frm
You need to act in your life,
not react to the actions of others - fster daily hscope
You dont need anyone's approval to fall in love with someone
ps : never date sisters , blood's thicker
now its time to put the boots back on.
The course of true love never did run smooth
@ 12:51 AM
if you are not too long , i will wait here for you all my life
and i've waited a month to publish this post
After comin back frm a mad 'trip', (which was long overdued)
i finally came back to realise what a mess i've since created
there was some truth in all of it
but truth often goes unnnoticed ,
lies get more attn
alas.
life's great , seriously
i've been thru ups and downs in this month alone
thats its kinda amusing to think abt it
i cant really laugh , im suppose to still be sad.
they say measure life nt by the number of breaths u take
but by the number of time life takes ur breath away tt kinda shit
for me i think ,
its measured by the number heartbreaks i make and take
when would it finally stop?
i went to the place that i was running frm
You need to act in your life,
not react to the actions of others - fster daily hscope
You dont need anyone's approval to fall in love with someone
ps : never date sisters , blood's thicker
now its time to put the boots back on.
The course of true love never did run smooth
@ 12:51 AM