Thursday, January 31, 2008
I Should Tell You I'm Disaster
I Forget How To Begin It
I'd Forgotten How to Smile
Until Your Candle Burned My Skin
Who Knows Where
Who Goes There
Who Knows Here Goes
Trusting Desire - Starting To Learn
Walking Through Fire Without A Burn Clinging - A Shoulder,
A Leap Begins Stinging And Older, Asleep On Pins
Who Knows Where - Who Goes There
Here Goes - Here Goes
Lets venture into the unknown
and see whats left for us there
A musical frm the movie rent
I dint even watch the movie
Im living it.
A flower fighting with all its might,
Against the wind thats pushing past
This is the secret of love and heartbreak,
you have to move on,
you have to submit to fate.
You sit on the bed alone
Naked in your innocence
A tear slowly flows over your face
And stops on the tip of your chin
Nobody comes to wipe it away
Nobody is there
Untill you wait for
The replacement for your hatred
She who sees the best in me'
@ 2:04 PM
I Forget How To Begin It
I'd Forgotten How to Smile
Until Your Candle Burned My Skin
Who Knows Where
Who Goes There
Who Knows Here Goes
Trusting Desire - Starting To Learn
Walking Through Fire Without A Burn Clinging - A Shoulder,
A Leap Begins Stinging And Older, Asleep On Pins
Who Knows Where - Who Goes There
Here Goes - Here Goes
Lets venture into the unknown
and see whats left for us there
A musical frm the movie rent
I dint even watch the movie
Im living it.
A flower fighting with all its might,
Against the wind thats pushing past
This is the secret of love and heartbreak,
you have to move on,
you have to submit to fate.
You sit on the bed alone
Naked in your innocence
A tear slowly flows over your face
And stops on the tip of your chin
Nobody comes to wipe it away
Nobody is there
Untill you wait for
The replacement for your hatred
She who sees the best in me'
@ 2:04 PM
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
It was like a movie
not a fantastic action packed movie but a feel good movie
smthing like wedding singer my fav movie
If i could stop time then i would
It seems like riding to space.
and the ride to space wasnt alone.
anyway updates on the cat
my dad and him became the bestest of friend ahahah
at night before i sleep he'll come up to me and tell me his problems..
i'll listen to him , he make me feel impt
ouh yea he's a boy btw a pretty boy
i think tts cool , i like you cat
haha yesterday i got lost while riding at chua chu kang cemetery yes u read tt right
hahaha and i had to lunge a 7kg bag while riding but it was all good.hahaha
Beauty is temporary
so if the basis of your relationship is beauty
nevertheless it could grow
but the foundation was shallow to start with
To build a good building
You need hard rock steel coupled with cements
and cement , stones take a longer time to build
because unlike sponge with a lot space inside
Steel has a tight boding with its atoms
so take ur time , build ur rocks
So perhaps eventually you can live in your building graciously'
@ 2:01 PM
not a fantastic action packed movie but a feel good movie
smthing like wedding singer my fav movie
If i could stop time then i would
It seems like riding to space.
and the ride to space wasnt alone.
anyway updates on the cat
my dad and him became the bestest of friend ahahah
at night before i sleep he'll come up to me and tell me his problems..
i'll listen to him , he make me feel impt
ouh yea he's a boy btw a pretty boy
i think tts cool , i like you cat
haha yesterday i got lost while riding at chua chu kang cemetery yes u read tt right
hahaha and i had to lunge a 7kg bag while riding but it was all good.hahaha
Beauty is temporary
so if the basis of your relationship is beauty
nevertheless it could grow
but the foundation was shallow to start with
To build a good building
You need hard rock steel coupled with cements
and cement , stones take a longer time to build
because unlike sponge with a lot space inside
Steel has a tight boding with its atoms
so take ur time , build ur rocks
So perhaps eventually you can live in your building graciously'
@ 2:01 PM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Time is like a grenade
it can be use to be of assistance
but it also could be use as a weapon that would act against you ; time
Translation of a song that was stuck in my head
it is sung and written by two bands collaborating from indo and aust
Tonight let's just say im alone
no one is accompanying me
just like those other night
that had past before me
This heart is always alone
none is decorating it
just like this love
that always seems to be gone
god kindly sent me sumone
a lover that is kind hearted
that will love me
for what i am
This flower seems to be dying out
no one is tending for it
its just like me in a way
being , faded out
@ 1:44 PM
it can be use to be of assistance
but it also could be use as a weapon that would act against you ; time
Translation of a song that was stuck in my head
it is sung and written by two bands collaborating from indo and aust
Tonight let's just say im alone
no one is accompanying me
just like those other night
that had past before me
This heart is always alone
none is decorating it
just like this love
that always seems to be gone
god kindly sent me sumone
a lover that is kind hearted
that will love me
for what i am
This flower seems to be dying out
no one is tending for it
its just like me in a way
being , faded out
@ 1:44 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008
I lead many lifes ,
I wear many clothes
I get confuse on who i am sometimes
sometimes they're in conflict with each other
ppl/society expect me to be different in order to adapt to them constraints
that i forget who i was before
and after spending time to revert back
i got to adapt again.
its getting tiring.
The cat waited for me the whole night
outside at the place he first saw me ,
romantic aye you
you are quite a sap
it wanted to follow me to sch.hahhahaha
imagine a cat taking mmy bike with me ahahah lol
Days after days
challenges after challenges
like every few days something new will come and suprise you
You must have the discipline,
To stop temptation of sin;
And maintaining self-control,
For purity in your soul.
like it never stops
day after day
I just cant help but laugh in this face of adversity
like haha good one agaisnt me
let me see how i will try to counter it this time
like a game
hahaha
it take discipline to overcome challenges!
So just do what you should , when should and
dont forget be cool!
in this age the player arent us guys
The true players are girls
they are playing you guys out
take care guys!
Ppl always say i want to conquer the world
Irony is i want to liberate it.
i found the song that has been in my head from the jakarta trip
ok this is good.
@ 1:55 PM
I wear many clothes
I get confuse on who i am sometimes
sometimes they're in conflict with each other
ppl/society expect me to be different in order to adapt to them constraints
that i forget who i was before
and after spending time to revert back
i got to adapt again.
its getting tiring.
The cat waited for me the whole night
outside at the place he first saw me ,
romantic aye you
you are quite a sap
it wanted to follow me to sch.hahhahaha
imagine a cat taking mmy bike with me ahahah lol
Days after days
challenges after challenges
like every few days something new will come and suprise you
You must have the discipline,
To stop temptation of sin;
And maintaining self-control,
For purity in your soul.
like it never stops
day after day
I just cant help but laugh in this face of adversity
like haha good one agaisnt me
let me see how i will try to counter it this time
like a game
hahaha
it take discipline to overcome challenges!
So just do what you should , when should and
dont forget be cool!
in this age the player arent us guys
The true players are girls
they are playing you guys out
take care guys!
Ppl always say i want to conquer the world
Irony is i want to liberate it.
i found the song that has been in my head from the jakarta trip
ok this is good.
@ 1:55 PM
Today a man died like any other day
But this man, he's a father
a father of development for his country
i did not like him personally when i was young
but today to anyone who reads this
i hope you may be able to forgive him for the wrongdoings
politics is never clean , it may seem clean here
but the absence of mess doesnt mean thre wasnt dirt
he have done , you may have forgotten he's human too
and to err is definitely human
some of us get away by making small mistakes
some of us are not that fortunate
Twisted love is still love but just that its twisted
To be accepted doesnt mean you are right
Just like when you're right, doesnt mean you're accepted.
When you have a dream or an idea
protect it
just like when you have a love
protect it
Ive made many mistakes in life
i hope someday ppl can forgive me for the mistakes i've made
I've made many girls cry ,
but remember i've made many girls smile too
I leave a trail
a trail of heartbreaks.
there was a cat who followed me home
i gave him food , it likes chicken alot
it was a very good looking kitten , pretty i might add
snowy fur .. obedient , it listens
i want to care for him but i cant
i love him though
he really listens when i talk.
With kind eyes , you kinda make me feel impt
like my mission is to care for you in this world
But we know better that our time here is short
and what we have is momentarily
and all we could do is remember the moment
maybe think about it when its gone
If you may , forget me not
You can bring me down but for how
long can you keep me down?
@ 12:34 AM
But this man, he's a father
a father of development for his country
i did not like him personally when i was young
but today to anyone who reads this
i hope you may be able to forgive him for the wrongdoings
politics is never clean , it may seem clean here
but the absence of mess doesnt mean thre wasnt dirt
he have done , you may have forgotten he's human too
and to err is definitely human
some of us get away by making small mistakes
some of us are not that fortunate
Twisted love is still love but just that its twisted
To be accepted doesnt mean you are right
Just like when you're right, doesnt mean you're accepted.
When you have a dream or an idea
protect it
just like when you have a love
protect it
Ive made many mistakes in life
i hope someday ppl can forgive me for the mistakes i've made
I've made many girls cry ,
but remember i've made many girls smile too
I leave a trail
a trail of heartbreaks.
there was a cat who followed me home
i gave him food , it likes chicken alot
it was a very good looking kitten , pretty i might add
snowy fur .. obedient , it listens
i want to care for him but i cant
i love him though
he really listens when i talk.
With kind eyes , you kinda make me feel impt
like my mission is to care for you in this world
But we know better that our time here is short
and what we have is momentarily
and all we could do is remember the moment
maybe think about it when its gone
If you may , forget me not
You can bring me down but for how
long can you keep me down?
@ 12:34 AM
Friday, January 25, 2008
Nice arms bru'Waiting patiently isn’t an option now
As sweat drips down my once dry brow
Its taking longer than the last one
Wondering where the time has gone
Even though i try to pretend
But be careful, dear dreamer, for if you should roam
Across the dream border, you can never come home
Into dreams you have gone and in dreams you must stay
Doomed to dreaming forever, till your dying day
words words words words ...!! argh
i want to stop thinking!
its becoming my achilles heel
@ 11:27 PM
I went to my future on two accounts
like two different scenarios
and two different me's
due to the paths i've took
or rather going to take ,
i look the same though in both
woooo...it was scary..
both seems fun ,
but somehow in different ways it seem empty like
what i had in A wasnt in B and vice versa
well somethings gotta give
'cause i try and i try and i try and i try
And I can't get no satisfaction - rolling stones
i should stop going to the future.
its scary.but i had a mercs on both scenarios
something to look forward too , a black convertible mercs
The clock's run out, time's up over, blouww!
Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity
You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo
At the rate im going i can write a book balls and prolly get meself a black mercs
oooo so thats how i bought the mercs in the first place
i need an pretty(woman) editor , a teacher and a whole lot of coffee
The teacher is to teach me how to edit and how to make nice coffee ,
i edit my work myself.
the editor , nah thats just for company .
@ 7:10 PM
like two different scenarios
and two different me's
due to the paths i've took
or rather going to take ,
i look the same though in both
woooo...it was scary..
both seems fun ,
but somehow in different ways it seem empty like
what i had in A wasnt in B and vice versa
well somethings gotta give
'cause i try and i try and i try and i try
And I can't get no satisfaction - rolling stones
i should stop going to the future.
its scary.but i had a mercs on both scenarios
something to look forward too , a black convertible mercs
The clock's run out, time's up over, blouww!
Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity
You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo
At the rate im going i can write a book balls and prolly get meself a black mercs
oooo so thats how i bought the mercs in the first place
i need an pretty(woman) editor , a teacher and a whole lot of coffee
The teacher is to teach me how to edit and how to make nice coffee ,
i edit my work myself.
the editor , nah thats just for company .
@ 7:10 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Two shall be born, the whole wide world apart,
That, one day, out of darkness they shall meet
And read life's meaning in each other's eyes.
And the two shall walk some narrow way of life
So nearly side by side that, should one turn
Ever so little space to left or right,
They needs must stand acknowledged,
face to face.And, yet, with wistful eyes that never meet
And groping hands that never clasp and lips
Calling in vain to ears that never hear,
They seek each other all their weary days
And die unsatisfied - and this is Fate!
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Your at the world's command,
Your standing there alone,
Time to make a stand,
Your as strong as stone.
@ 5:43 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Your body's a temple.
That's why you abuse it, punish it.
That's why you sacrifice it...
Push it to the limit with every crushing lift.
Lifting is an all out war.
This is how you train.
But being an Animal is more than just training.
It's the way you live.
It's an in-your-face attitude few can even comprehend.
This is a life devoted to iron
Look, it's not about fancy gym equipment or gear.
Your training is hardcore, no-frills.
You make a statement by the way you train, not by what you wear.
i want to be gay cause i want to stop liking girls
but i dont want to fuck guys haha
i like iron and sunshines.
@ 10:18 PM
That's why you abuse it, punish it.
That's why you sacrifice it...
Push it to the limit with every crushing lift.
Lifting is an all out war.
This is how you train.
But being an Animal is more than just training.
It's the way you live.
It's an in-your-face attitude few can even comprehend.
This is a life devoted to iron
Look, it's not about fancy gym equipment or gear.
Your training is hardcore, no-frills.
You make a statement by the way you train, not by what you wear.
i want to be gay cause i want to stop liking girls
but i dont want to fuck guys haha
i like iron and sunshines.
@ 10:18 PM
Somebody wrote this for me once upon a time
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hideIts time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
ITs not true afterall yea
@ 3:57 PM
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hideIts time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
ITs not true afterall yea
@ 3:57 PM
An ancient chinese poem
Keep away from sharp swords
Don't go near a lovely woman.
A sharp sword too close will wound your hand;
Woman's beauty too close will wound your life!
The danger of the road is not in the distance;
Ten yards is far enough to break a wheel.
The peril of love is not in loving too often;
A single evening can leave its wound in the soul.
So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
I swam across I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
I drew a line I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
look how they shine look at the stars
look how they shine for you
@ 3:12 PM
Keep away from sharp swords
Don't go near a lovely woman.
A sharp sword too close will wound your hand;
Woman's beauty too close will wound your life!
The danger of the road is not in the distance;
Ten yards is far enough to break a wheel.
The peril of love is not in loving too often;
A single evening can leave its wound in the soul.
So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
I swam across I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
I drew a line I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
look how they shine look at the stars
look how they shine for you
@ 3:12 PM
Drink from this heart now,
for all this loving it contains.
When you look for it again,
it will be dancing in the wind.
The other night dear, as I lay sleeping,
I dreamed I held you in my arms,
but when I woke dear, I was mistaken,
and I hung my head and cried.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
@ 1:57 AM
for all this loving it contains.
When you look for it again,
it will be dancing in the wind.
The other night dear, as I lay sleeping,
I dreamed I held you in my arms,
but when I woke dear, I was mistaken,
and I hung my head and cried.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
@ 1:57 AM
I found this piece of notedpad while looking at pictures at my msn received file ,
Here it goes its nice so might not as well waste it
i dint write this.
Never known Never own
Since everyone is living with their past
Why can’t I stay there too?
It is safe it is where no one else can come in
The only place where you and I exist
In this looping space I created
I don’t have to worry if I am not good enough
This is my imaginary story
with no end because I control it
This is a script that lost its cast
with scenes made tangible through the heart
To play it back when it started
as one that falls away and parts
Those arms that held the very being
exist today
She is awake.
@ 1:28 AM
Here it goes its nice so might not as well waste it
i dint write this.
Never known Never own
Since everyone is living with their past
Why can’t I stay there too?
It is safe it is where no one else can come in
The only place where you and I exist
In this looping space I created
I don’t have to worry if I am not good enough
This is my imaginary story
with no end because I control it
This is a script that lost its cast
with scenes made tangible through the heart
To play it back when it started
as one that falls away and parts
Those arms that held the very being
exist today
She is awake.
@ 1:28 AM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Food for thought
@ 12:27 AM
These are way people love ,
They say agape is rare , for people to stay long with each other their love-styles need to be simillar for them to be compatible with each other
Love styles
Eros — a passionate physical love based on physical appearance
Ludus — love is played as a game; love is playful
Storge — an affectionate love that slowly develops, based on similarity
Pragma — pragmatic love
Mania — highly emotional love; unstable; the stereotype of romantic love
Agape — selfless altruistic love; spiritual
Strive to discover the mystery before life is taken from you.
If while living you fail to find yourself, to know yourself,
how will you be able to understand
the secret of your existence when you die?
All that is left to us by tradition is mere words.
It is up to us to find out what they mean
@ 12:27 AM
Monday, January 21, 2008
I was bored in class doing my project
so i went to surf the net
look at what i found below , it is quite accurate for me that is;
on a sidenote i dont know how people can pay
attention for a long period of time
i would just feel restless if i do so
i have quite severe attention deficit disorder
no wonder i dont go school often haha omg haha good excuse aye
i bolded the things that i think is apparent about me
im a sagittarius btw
Positive Traits
charismatic • extroverted • friendly
free-spirited • idealistic • open-minded
intelligent • intellectual • knowledgeable • philosophical • creative
happy • joyful • fun-loving • optimistic
funny • good sense of humor
honest • truth-seeking • sincere
just • benevolent
Negative Traits i conquered all the negative traits kudooosss
arrogant • know-it-all
clumsy • overly-curious
rebel • disregard for boundaries • restless • wanderlustful • Peter Pan Syndrome quick-tempered • aggressive
hyper-sensitive • drama queen
over the top • loud • annoying
haha omg i cant believe im into this shit
ouh yea btw i got silver for my napfa
jst finish it
so it means im gonna get two months grace for my ns
i could have gotten gold if only i run 2.4 10 seconds faster
im proud of my pull-ups 13 boy...
the aim is 30 now so 17 more
30-13 = 17
[(17/2)*3]^2*1/100 * tanh30 haha
"One cannot collect all the beautiful shells on the beach.
One can collect only a few and they are more beautiful if they are a few."
Charm strikes the sight and merit wins the soul.
Beauty is often nothing but ugliness subdued.
@ 3:34 PM
so i went to surf the net
look at what i found below , it is quite accurate for me that is;
on a sidenote i dont know how people can pay
attention for a long period of time
i would just feel restless if i do so
i have quite severe attention deficit disorder
no wonder i dont go school often haha omg haha good excuse aye
i bolded the things that i think is apparent about me
im a sagittarius btw
Positive Traits
charismatic • extroverted • friendly
free-spirited • idealistic • open-minded
intelligent • intellectual • knowledgeable • philosophical • creative
happy • joyful • fun-loving • optimistic
funny • good sense of humor
honest • truth-seeking • sincere
just • benevolent
Negative Traits i conquered all the negative traits kudooosss
arrogant • know-it-all
clumsy • overly-curious
rebel • disregard for boundaries • restless • wanderlustful • Peter Pan Syndrome quick-tempered • aggressive
hyper-sensitive • drama queen
over the top • loud • annoying
haha omg i cant believe im into this shit
ouh yea btw i got silver for my napfa
jst finish it
so it means im gonna get two months grace for my ns
i could have gotten gold if only i run 2.4 10 seconds faster
im proud of my pull-ups 13 boy...
the aim is 30 now so 17 more
30-13 = 17
[(17/2)*3]^2*1/100 * tanh30 haha
"One cannot collect all the beautiful shells on the beach.
One can collect only a few and they are more beautiful if they are a few."
Charm strikes the sight and merit wins the soul.
Beauty is often nothing but ugliness subdued.
@ 3:34 PM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
But in one respect I have succeeded
as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived
I feel so much a part of this
Natures got me high and its beautiful
Im with this deep eternal universe
From death until rebirth
Let me be a little braver
When temptation bids me waver;
Let me strive a little harder to be all
that I should be.
Let me be a little meeker
With the brother that is weaker,
Let me think more of my neighbour
And a little less of me.
In a way we are all just waiting for our deaths ,
I dont believe in what else you could offer ,
i dont believe in what the sun could do ,
in which it use to brighten up my dark spots
I admit my loss.
i do.
Why must sadness be created nearly as parallel as to when happiness is
dont try
you cant even start
so how could you possibly ever finish
so take it easy
let there be love.
just because you dont understand doesnt mean you have to disagree with it.
Have you faded me out and left me part of yesterday?
@ 9:39 PM
as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived
I feel so much a part of this
Natures got me high and its beautiful
Im with this deep eternal universe
From death until rebirth
Let me be a little braver
When temptation bids me waver;
Let me strive a little harder to be all
that I should be.
Let me be a little meeker
With the brother that is weaker,
Let me think more of my neighbour
And a little less of me.
In a way we are all just waiting for our deaths ,
I dont believe in what else you could offer ,
i dont believe in what the sun could do ,
in which it use to brighten up my dark spots
I admit my loss.
i do.
Why must sadness be created nearly as parallel as to when happiness is
dont try
you cant even start
so how could you possibly ever finish
so take it easy
let there be love.
just because you dont understand doesnt mean you have to disagree with it.
Have you faded me out and left me part of yesterday?
@ 9:39 PM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
everyone taken everything
now whats left is the crumbs
just the crumbs
can you point to me to place
where there's something filling
not those that looks nice
but doesnt really taste tt well
im gonna appreciate the taste
and get full on it
its a godamn race.
It isnt abt finding the perfect person , but seeing an imperfect person perfectly
weneedtomeetfriendsonsaturdaynight
@ 12:12 AM
now whats left is the crumbs
just the crumbs
can you point to me to place
where there's something filling
not those that looks nice
but doesnt really taste tt well
im gonna appreciate the taste
and get full on it
its a godamn race.
It isnt abt finding the perfect person , but seeing an imperfect person perfectly
weneedtomeetfriendsonsaturdaynight
@ 12:12 AM
Friday, January 18, 2008
In the town where I was born, lived a man who sailed to sea,
and he told us of his life, in the land of submarines,
so we sailed on to the sun, 'til we found a sea of green,
now we live beneath the waves, in our yellow submarine.
As we live a life of ease, every one of us has all we need,
sky of blue and sea of green, in our yellow submarine.
We all live in a yellow submarine, yellow submarine, yellow submarine.'
@ 10:32 PM
and he told us of his life, in the land of submarines,
so we sailed on to the sun, 'til we found a sea of green,
now we live beneath the waves, in our yellow submarine.
As we live a life of ease, every one of us has all we need,
sky of blue and sea of green, in our yellow submarine.
We all live in a yellow submarine, yellow submarine, yellow submarine.'
@ 10:32 PM
But never mind my broken heart
Who cares if I want to die
It doesn't matter what I feel
As long as you don't cry
as long babe as you dont cry
think what you may.
Today is the tomorrow
you worried about
yesterday
im looking for the girl
and not the mask
fuck paulo neruda is a damn good poet all hail
"Absence is such a transparent house
that even being dead I will see you there,
and if you suffer, Love, I'll die a second time. "
"Another's. She will be another's. As she was before my kisses.
Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.
Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
Though this be the last pain she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her."
@ 12:24 AM
Who cares if I want to die
It doesn't matter what I feel
As long as you don't cry
as long babe as you dont cry
think what you may.
Today is the tomorrow
you worried about
yesterday
im looking for the girl
and not the mask
fuck paulo neruda is a damn good poet all hail
"Absence is such a transparent house
that even being dead I will see you there,
and if you suffer, Love, I'll die a second time. "
"Another's. She will be another's. As she was before my kisses.
Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.
Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
Though this be the last pain she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her."
@ 12:24 AM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
The world is full of beauty
but what distinguish one from another?
Mambo-ing feels good
im gonna learn the moves
some day at least ahaha
to add to this jst wanna say acid bar plays nice songs on fridaes
i read the book for one more day in one day , damn hardcore
"When he went blundering to back to God ,
His song half written , his work half done
Who knows what paths his bruised feet trod,
what hills of peace or pain he won?
I hope God smiled and took his hand
And said , " Poor truant, passionate fool!
Life's book is hard to understand:
Why couldst thou not remain at school?"
i was torn betweens the worlds
two seperate worlds
is it love i crave
of fame that i wait
that which nourishes you , destroys you
in our quest for glory we often bend our principles to achieve them
but remember
you will be here tmrw ,
ur dreams may not
maria ave maria
fly and catch those clouds
strong against the violent waves
Everything before today is a test
to prepare you for tmrw
today? , its not yet tmrw enjoy today
Only god can do everything
We can only do what we are capable of
We are all artist by birth
the challenge is to stay one when we grow up
hakuna matata
for better or worse
KIMBERLEY DONT BE SAD!!!hahah hope this cheers u up
ok i got to speed to parkway parade for dinner
Vrrrooomm vroom
@ 7:46 PM
but what distinguish one from another?
Mambo-ing feels good
im gonna learn the moves
some day at least ahaha
to add to this jst wanna say acid bar plays nice songs on fridaes
i read the book for one more day in one day , damn hardcore
"When he went blundering to back to God ,
His song half written , his work half done
Who knows what paths his bruised feet trod,
what hills of peace or pain he won?
I hope God smiled and took his hand
And said , " Poor truant, passionate fool!
Life's book is hard to understand:
Why couldst thou not remain at school?"
i was torn betweens the worlds
two seperate worlds
is it love i crave
of fame that i wait
that which nourishes you , destroys you
in our quest for glory we often bend our principles to achieve them
but remember
you will be here tmrw ,
ur dreams may not
maria ave maria
fly and catch those clouds
strong against the violent waves
Everything before today is a test
to prepare you for tmrw
today? , its not yet tmrw enjoy today
Only god can do everything
We can only do what we are capable of
We are all artist by birth
the challenge is to stay one when we grow up
hakuna matata
for better or worse
KIMBERLEY DONT BE SAD!!!hahah hope this cheers u up
ok i got to speed to parkway parade for dinner
Vrrrooomm vroom
@ 7:46 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
Being an artist means, not reckoning and counting,
but ripening like the tree which does not force its sap
and stands confident in the storms of spring
without the fear that after them may come no summer."
Rainer Maria Rilke
In order to be open to creativity,
one must have the capcity for contructive use of solitude.
One must overcome the fear of being ;
alone.
@ 3:06 PM
but ripening like the tree which does not force its sap
and stands confident in the storms of spring
without the fear that after them may come no summer."
Rainer Maria Rilke
In order to be open to creativity,
one must have the capcity for contructive use of solitude.
One must overcome the fear of being ;
alone.
@ 3:06 PM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
ne yere ne göğe
ismini yazdım senin ismini
aşkım kalbime yazdim
Translation -
"I wrote your name neither on the ground
nor on the skies I wrote your name,
my love on my heart"
Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone.
For the sad old earth must borrow it's mirth,
But has trouble enough of its own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air.
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.
Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go.
They want full measure of all your pleasure,
But they do not need your woe.
Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all.
There are none to decline your nectared wine,
But alone you must drink life's gall.
Feast, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world goes by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.
There is room in the halls of pleasure
For a long and lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.
@ 9:58 PM
ismini yazdım senin ismini
aşkım kalbime yazdim
Translation -
"I wrote your name neither on the ground
nor on the skies I wrote your name,
my love on my heart"
Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone.
For the sad old earth must borrow it's mirth,
But has trouble enough of its own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air.
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.
Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go.
They want full measure of all your pleasure,
But they do not need your woe.
Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all.
There are none to decline your nectared wine,
But alone you must drink life's gall.
Feast, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world goes by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.
There is room in the halls of pleasure
For a long and lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.
@ 9:58 PM
Friday, January 11, 2008
I Love you , Steph
@ 1:20 PM
@ 1:20 PM
Monday, January 7, 2008
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
Im in pain
I know some have fallen
On stony ground .
@ 11:47 PM
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
Im in pain
I know some have fallen
On stony ground .
@ 11:47 PM
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Karma, you are so trying hard to act cute today
you waived my 100 dollars hdb fine
but yet i got summoned 120 dollars and slapped with 3 demerit point
ok listen to this it is funny part the offence was failing to fasten my helmet correctly wth?
so karma if you're listening i understand what you're doing
i understand its ok , im not angry or anything
someday i'll win someday i'll lose i get that.
and if you're at it karma
can i ask something from you
help me make her feel alright and good bout herself
can you?throw her bad karma to me
thanks man
i'll be ok imma big boy
ok enough about karma it's a wonder how small little things in life can make me happy
i want/gonna work soon.
woot i gonna work either at a bar or a gym.
I wonder were you been
and I wonder who you've seen
And I hope you've found your dream
When you do I really hope it's what it seems
We're getting oldIt takes it's toll
And hearts getting broken leads to people growing cold
I wonder if you'll ever get to say what's on your mind
Take a little time
C'mon take a little time
I was so near
Now you're so far
Are you quite sure
Just who you are?
We should have it all
i love it when you call but ....
@ 10:09 PM
you waived my 100 dollars hdb fine
but yet i got summoned 120 dollars and slapped with 3 demerit point
ok listen to this it is funny part the offence was failing to fasten my helmet correctly wth?
so karma if you're listening i understand what you're doing
i understand its ok , im not angry or anything
someday i'll win someday i'll lose i get that.
and if you're at it karma
can i ask something from you
help me make her feel alright and good bout herself
can you?throw her bad karma to me
thanks man
i'll be ok imma big boy
ok enough about karma it's a wonder how small little things in life can make me happy
i want/gonna work soon.
woot i gonna work either at a bar or a gym.
I wonder were you been
and I wonder who you've seen
And I hope you've found your dream
When you do I really hope it's what it seems
We're getting oldIt takes it's toll
And hearts getting broken leads to people growing cold
I wonder if you'll ever get to say what's on your mind
Take a little time
C'mon take a little time
I was so near
Now you're so far
Are you quite sure
Just who you are?
We should have it all
i love it when you call but ....
@ 10:09 PM
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
im starting to be invisible
its like people cant see me cool...
sweet
Already you seem to yourself utterly soluble,
like water in water
@ 1:10 PM
its like people cant see me cool...
sweet
Already you seem to yourself utterly soluble,
like water in water
@ 1:10 PM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Hello, is it me you're looking for
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you
@ 10:00 PM
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you
@ 10:00 PM