Friday, December 21, 2007
i wish i could keep everyone
but then "amor fati"
yesterday at bed i sobbed
the way i am goin abt things is wrong
im taking ppl for granted
i sobbed.
it suddenly flashed memories of when i was younger and me and my dad we were like buddies
so close , so so close
we would go cycling together and all just the two of us
well it wasnt extravagant
but it sure feels like family
i cried because i am dissapointed that im sad over love
over a girl
but i dont really know the real value of it , i gez
unconditional love
loving a child is tough , i dont know if i can love sumone that much
so i vouch yesterday to tell my dad that i love him
so i went to my dad normal talk
then i said hey i never told you this before but
i really love you.
he cried.hahz
he did.
and hes a damn soldier he dont cry
i am an asshole
but i shall be an asshole who takes good care of his parent
death is like when you're mom is askin you to stop playin in the playground
the see-saws and the other toys and you are getting quite bored
and the kids , the kids they dont really play with me
so can i like go home mum?
love for sumone will end
but love will not
i just hope my marriage will not be the death of my love
if there ever is gonna be one
ouh yea i bought really nice choc truffle cake from han's cafe for my aunts bdae its really nice.
it seems for every bday now , im the cake guy
im getting good at it will post pictures another day
alot of food. and chocolates
@ 12:21 AM
but then "amor fati"
yesterday at bed i sobbed
the way i am goin abt things is wrong
im taking ppl for granted
i sobbed.
it suddenly flashed memories of when i was younger and me and my dad we were like buddies
so close , so so close
we would go cycling together and all just the two of us
well it wasnt extravagant
but it sure feels like family
i cried because i am dissapointed that im sad over love
over a girl
but i dont really know the real value of it , i gez
unconditional love
loving a child is tough , i dont know if i can love sumone that much
so i vouch yesterday to tell my dad that i love him
so i went to my dad normal talk
then i said hey i never told you this before but
i really love you.
he cried.hahz
he did.
and hes a damn soldier he dont cry
i am an asshole
but i shall be an asshole who takes good care of his parent
death is like when you're mom is askin you to stop playin in the playground
the see-saws and the other toys and you are getting quite bored
and the kids , the kids they dont really play with me
so can i like go home mum?
love for sumone will end
but love will not
i just hope my marriage will not be the death of my love
if there ever is gonna be one
ouh yea i bought really nice choc truffle cake from han's cafe for my aunts bdae its really nice.
it seems for every bday now , im the cake guy
im getting good at it will post pictures another day
alot of food. and chocolates
@ 12:21 AM
WeLc0mE
May Peace be
upon you
tAgBOARD
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