Saturday, November 17, 2007
Wednesday was my mum's bday
i hope she's happy
alot ppl gave her presents
i only bought them dinner hope it was good enough
im always afraid my actions are not good enough
wed and thur night was heroes night
i so wanna be like hiro nakamura...
i wanna be a hero haha
i look forward to soccer trg for whats after it rather than the soccer itself
thats bad haha ..
i got summoned at town (mukachakas - portugese for damn my luck)actually no
i went for work jst now
guess what i did
i was doing the spotlights
damn cool
im looking forward to doing it tmrww woohoo
and the show is quite good i would
i like donald duck and fairy godmother
i wonder if i was a cartoon what would i be
i'll be at indoor stadium the whole of tmrw
it seems wherever i go there are memories..
how do i run away from them?
i cant be possible to embrace them.
btw i need to wash my bike any helpers??
It is cold today
Indeed the rain is falling and I am alone.
Thoughts of life and love,
meaningless to anyone but myself.
I am alone.
They watch me, their eyes not knowing,
knowing nothing of what they see.
I am but another creature, alone.
They scurry on the surface, unaware,
unaware of the life below
when you are alone.
Loneliness, not a burden nor a sorrow,
but a time of solace, of deepness
never to be shared, never to be understood.
They can never reach the place where I am
And I know I will never reach the place where they are.
I know I don't want to reach that place.
True happiness is here, unmisted.
Unmisted by smiles or laughter,
unmisted by the joys of company.
To find true happiness,
to know if one is truly happy,
he must be happy alone.
@ 12:55 AM
i hope she's happy
alot ppl gave her presents
i only bought them dinner hope it was good enough
im always afraid my actions are not good enough
wed and thur night was heroes night
i so wanna be like hiro nakamura...
i wanna be a hero haha
i look forward to soccer trg for whats after it rather than the soccer itself
thats bad haha ..
i got summoned at town (mukachakas - portugese for damn my luck)actually no
i went for work jst now
guess what i did
i was doing the spotlights
damn cool
im looking forward to doing it tmrww woohoo
and the show is quite good i would
i like donald duck and fairy godmother
i wonder if i was a cartoon what would i be
i'll be at indoor stadium the whole of tmrw
it seems wherever i go there are memories..
how do i run away from them?
i cant be possible to embrace them.
btw i need to wash my bike any helpers??
It is cold today
Indeed the rain is falling and I am alone.
Thoughts of life and love,
meaningless to anyone but myself.
I am alone.
They watch me, their eyes not knowing,
knowing nothing of what they see.
I am but another creature, alone.
They scurry on the surface, unaware,
unaware of the life below
when you are alone.
Loneliness, not a burden nor a sorrow,
but a time of solace, of deepness
never to be shared, never to be understood.
They can never reach the place where I am
And I know I will never reach the place where they are.
I know I don't want to reach that place.
True happiness is here, unmisted.
Unmisted by smiles or laughter,
unmisted by the joys of company.
To find true happiness,
to know if one is truly happy,
he must be happy alone.
@ 12:55 AM
Standing on the outside,
looking in.
Afraid to knock
on the door in front of you.
How many times have
you stood at the threshold
but been too scared to cross?
What is it you fear?
The unknown lies ahead.
What awaits you on the other side?
Only one way to find out.
The door swings open,
Will you enter?
I learned that when something happens bad,
It’s important not to become too sad.
Waiting around the corner is something great,
Don’t be afraid to reopen the gate.
For we truly hurt those we love the best,
But true love always survives the test.
True love is always worth the wait,
Remember… don’t settle for second rate.
@ 12:48 AM
looking in.
Afraid to knock
on the door in front of you.
How many times have
you stood at the threshold
but been too scared to cross?
What is it you fear?
The unknown lies ahead.
What awaits you on the other side?
Only one way to find out.
The door swings open,
Will you enter?
I learned that when something happens bad,
It’s important not to become too sad.
Waiting around the corner is something great,
Don’t be afraid to reopen the gate.
For we truly hurt those we love the best,
But true love always survives the test.
True love is always worth the wait,
Remember… don’t settle for second rate.
@ 12:48 AM
i think i get it now.i think i do..
alladin
a whole new world
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride
A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming
A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you
Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be
A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you
A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me
@ 12:37 AM
alladin
a whole new world
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride
A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming
A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you
Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky
A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be
A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you
A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me
@ 12:37 AM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
i remember the way you smile
remember the look in your eyes when you are angry
remember the smell of ur hair
remember the warmth of your cheeks
remember the lapse in your breath
remember the huge eyes that would gleam with joy
remember the kindness in your soul
remember the proudness in you
remember the promises that i've made
remember the time spent together
remember the tightness of you hugs
remember the tender kisses
remember the walk in the rain
remember the look when u wake up in the morning
remember the inspiration u gave
remember the man u made me be
remember the girl i was with
but i've just forgotten the way you look at me
and now its time for me to close my eye , say a prayer
its not my destiny . i got to forget the way i feel
forget me not - hans and hansukie both me and my alter ego sharing this thought
hans : i love you hansukie
hansukie : fuck you dont go gay on me
hans : haha chill
hansukie : chill ur ass
hans and hansukie : hhahahaha
"I can write no stately proem
As a prelude to my lay;
From a poet to a poem
I would dare to say.
For if of these fallen petals
One to you seem fair,
Love will waft it till it settles
On your hair.
And when wind and winter harden
All the loveless land,
It will whisper of the garden,
You will understand. " - oscar wilde
@ 12:33 AM
remember the look in your eyes when you are angry
remember the smell of ur hair
remember the warmth of your cheeks
remember the lapse in your breath
remember the huge eyes that would gleam with joy
remember the kindness in your soul
remember the proudness in you
remember the promises that i've made
remember the time spent together
remember the tightness of you hugs
remember the tender kisses
remember the walk in the rain
remember the look when u wake up in the morning
remember the inspiration u gave
remember the man u made me be
remember the girl i was with
but i've just forgotten the way you look at me
and now its time for me to close my eye , say a prayer
its not my destiny . i got to forget the way i feel
forget me not - hans and hansukie both me and my alter ego sharing this thought
hans : i love you hansukie
hansukie : fuck you dont go gay on me
hans : haha chill
hansukie : chill ur ass
hans and hansukie : hhahahaha
"I can write no stately proem
As a prelude to my lay;
From a poet to a poem
I would dare to say.
For if of these fallen petals
One to you seem fair,
Love will waft it till it settles
On your hair.
And when wind and winter harden
All the loveless land,
It will whisper of the garden,
You will understand. " - oscar wilde
@ 12:33 AM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
The element running through entire nature, which we popularly call Fate, is known to us as limitation. Whatever limits us, we call Fate.
i use to believe in this alot
i would be a young kid , i was weak younger
im still am
i would push the limits not binding to fate
i believe i created my fate
i would do anything i want
i just have to put in hardwork and perserve
my primary school motto is to perserve
so far if i put in 100 percent effort i would always get what i wanted
even if i aim high at the sky i would most likely fall down at the clouds..
but one word fate , its a big word too
too big too swallow at times
a song =)
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go
And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go
@ 2:11 AM
i use to believe in this alot
i would be a young kid , i was weak younger
im still am
i would push the limits not binding to fate
i believe i created my fate
i would do anything i want
i just have to put in hardwork and perserve
my primary school motto is to perserve
so far if i put in 100 percent effort i would always get what i wanted
even if i aim high at the sky i would most likely fall down at the clouds..
but one word fate , its a big word too
too big too swallow at times
a song =)
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go
And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go
@ 2:11 AM
sometimes some of us need to lie
just to get by
our lives are far much different
tribute to all that deserves this
Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd, I'm losing my breath.
Lost as a boy, lost as a man,
I need to grow up, don't think I can.
Lost as a person, can't find my way.
Lost in life, every day.
Lost in worry, who am I?
All my life, I've lived a lie.
@ 1:56 AM
just to get by
our lives are far much different
tribute to all that deserves this
Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd, I'm losing my breath.
Lost as a boy, lost as a man,
I need to grow up, don't think I can.
Lost as a person, can't find my way.
Lost in life, every day.
Lost in worry, who am I?
All my life, I've lived a lie.
@ 1:56 AM
FLY SO HIGH
I am but a caterpillar
surrounded by butterflies
such beautiful creatures
I have watched many like me change
change with such grace into such beauty
I often wonder why
why I am yet to find such grace
why am I yet to change into such beauty
have I done something wrong
I want to change
but yet I am stuck being such a horrid creature
a caterpillar
I want to be a butterfly
I want to have wings
so I can spread them and fly
fly in the beautiful sun light
fly and be free in the light
@ 1:39 AM
I am but a caterpillar
surrounded by butterflies
such beautiful creatures
I have watched many like me change
change with such grace into such beauty
I often wonder why
why I am yet to find such grace
why am I yet to change into such beauty
have I done something wrong
I want to change
but yet I am stuck being such a horrid creature
a caterpillar
I want to be a butterfly
I want to have wings
so I can spread them and fly
fly in the beautiful sun light
fly and be free in the light
@ 1:39 AM
i have stopped writing for some time
i thought i had no/lost inspiration
the truth is im scared
im scared to get my feelings out in the open
im afraid i'll be exploited
i dont see the point
but im a writer , i live thru my words.
i'll take my blows
yea so here it goes , im a loser who cant stop loving a girl i shudnt
but its cool , its me
im back at the place where i usually blog
my bed. one corner of my bed to be exact
Change is to one man the death of a friend,
To another the birth of a child.
Change is the shifting of soft winds of spring,
to a hurricane deadly and wild.
Change is the moving of the hourglass sands,
It's the coming of dawn after dark.
Change is taking one step at a time,
The emotion in each persons heart.
But change in the end, will not change at all
The one constant in everyone's lives
Change is the light at the end of the tunnel
The healer who opens our eyes.
alot has happened in this two weeks.
some updates i can think of i've decided to be connected thru people thru a handphone..ask me for my number . i've got meself a bike .
i went to halloween as a cowboy woohooo , i ate superb damn nice carrot cake
i start talking to strangers and strangers start to talk back
and super bought alot of clothes
and i lost 150 dollars. =( shit happens
i guess one impt lesson i've learn is contentedness not sure if i spelt tt correctly
potato potahto
no matter always be contented
becoz u still have you .
ok back to my movie amelie for now..it seems a good movie
wait.
It is impossible to fall out of love. Love is such a powerful emotion, that once it envelops you it does not depart. True love is eternal. If you think that you were once in love, but fell out of it, then it wasn't love you were in. There are no 'exit' signs in love, there is only an 'on' ramp.” - nicholas sparks
Spare some change Mr
You know Im down and out
Spare some change
You know I need it
Spare some change Mr
Im down on my luck
Spare some change
Spare me your change
I promise I, ll get steaming drunk
D ya think its my fault
Im down and out
D ya think its his fault
He chats up queers
D ya think its his fault
He drinks all those beers
If you think its our fault
Just remember this shout
Im down but not out
ouh yea btw
my good friend ; pictures posted above
is looking for a girlfriend
so to those interested pls place ur bids at my tagboard ahahaha
lol rofl haahhaaha
@ 1:13 AM
i thought i had no/lost inspiration
the truth is im scared
im scared to get my feelings out in the open
im afraid i'll be exploited
i dont see the point
but im a writer , i live thru my words.
i'll take my blows
yea so here it goes , im a loser who cant stop loving a girl i shudnt
but its cool , its me
im back at the place where i usually blog
my bed. one corner of my bed to be exact
Change is to one man the death of a friend,
To another the birth of a child.
Change is the shifting of soft winds of spring,
to a hurricane deadly and wild.
Change is the moving of the hourglass sands,
It's the coming of dawn after dark.
Change is taking one step at a time,
The emotion in each persons heart.
But change in the end, will not change at all
The one constant in everyone's lives
Change is the light at the end of the tunnel
The healer who opens our eyes.
alot has happened in this two weeks.
some updates i can think of i've decided to be connected thru people thru a handphone..ask me for my number . i've got meself a bike .
i went to halloween as a cowboy woohooo , i ate superb damn nice carrot cake
i start talking to strangers and strangers start to talk back
and super bought alot of clothes
and i lost 150 dollars. =( shit happens
i guess one impt lesson i've learn is contentedness not sure if i spelt tt correctly
potato potahto
no matter always be contented
becoz u still have you .
ok back to my movie amelie for now..it seems a good movie
wait.
It is impossible to fall out of love. Love is such a powerful emotion, that once it envelops you it does not depart. True love is eternal. If you think that you were once in love, but fell out of it, then it wasn't love you were in. There are no 'exit' signs in love, there is only an 'on' ramp.” - nicholas sparks
Spare some change Mr
You know Im down and out
Spare some change
You know I need it
Spare some change Mr
Im down on my luck
Spare some change
Spare me your change
I promise I, ll get steaming drunk
D ya think its my fault
Im down and out
D ya think its his fault
He chats up queers
D ya think its his fault
He drinks all those beers
If you think its our fault
Just remember this shout
Im down but not out
ouh yea btw
my good friend ; pictures posted above
is looking for a girlfriend
so to those interested pls place ur bids at my tagboard ahahaha
lol rofl haahhaaha
@ 1:13 AM