Monday, October 29, 2007
When did it happen?
How did it start?
Who is to blame..
For letting our world fall apart?
Myriad of facades,
Hidden thoughts.
Fistful of colours,
Painted emotions.
Tailored dreams,
Immaculate words.
Concealed darkness,
Elusive truths.
Hollow visages,
Ironic twists.
Why must it be all
But a masquerade.
@ 2:06 AM
How did it start?
Who is to blame..
For letting our world fall apart?
Myriad of facades,
Hidden thoughts.
Fistful of colours,
Painted emotions.
Tailored dreams,
Immaculate words.
Concealed darkness,
Elusive truths.
Hollow visages,
Ironic twists.
Why must it be all
But a masquerade.
@ 2:06 AM
my mantra
I am a warrior who holds the key to my path
For it is I to choose left or right
I can clear the hindrances and obstacles
With the right belief and strength
For such warrior, there is no fear, and no holding back.
I know as a warrior, I do not give up, but go to the path I chose. Right or wrong. For I have a purpose.
For that reason I live.
Battles I face each day of my life.
I have more losses than wins
But as a warrior in life I know that
The only way to success and salvation
Is failure. For I now know, to beat the enemy.
I must endure and be in defeat
As a warrior, there is no success at all times.
For at defeat of my enemies I then hold advantage.
I have suffered, and endured defeat. For this time I will not make the same mistakes, and stand back up against them all.
As a warrior I desire more to fail. So I'll be able to see my wrong and learn tactics to defeat my enemies. For I know failure is not the end,
but delineates the area I have lacked in my battles.
For I am a true warrior!
@ 1:44 AM
I am a warrior who holds the key to my path
For it is I to choose left or right
I can clear the hindrances and obstacles
With the right belief and strength
For such warrior, there is no fear, and no holding back.
I know as a warrior, I do not give up, but go to the path I chose. Right or wrong. For I have a purpose.
For that reason I live.
Battles I face each day of my life.
I have more losses than wins
But as a warrior in life I know that
The only way to success and salvation
Is failure. For I now know, to beat the enemy.
I must endure and be in defeat
As a warrior, there is no success at all times.
For at defeat of my enemies I then hold advantage.
I have suffered, and endured defeat. For this time I will not make the same mistakes, and stand back up against them all.
As a warrior I desire more to fail. So I'll be able to see my wrong and learn tactics to defeat my enemies. For I know failure is not the end,
but delineates the area I have lacked in my battles.
For I am a true warrior!
@ 1:44 AM
Live in a world of your own, but always welcome visitors.
i hadnt been blogin much ,
alot had happened
it seems life happen in an instant
something like the movie click
i know i was living it
but it all ended and happened too fast
but all's good i guess
something by ferris beuller;
Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop to look once in awhile, you could miss it.
Life would be very empty if you had nothing to regret.
So many people tiptoe through life, so carefully, to arrive, safely, at death
Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing.
they say it takes a minute
to find a special person,
and hour to appreciate them.
a day to love them.
but then an entire life to forget them.
@ 1:28 AM
i hadnt been blogin much ,
alot had happened
it seems life happen in an instant
something like the movie click
i know i was living it
but it all ended and happened too fast
but all's good i guess
something by ferris beuller;
Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop to look once in awhile, you could miss it.
Life would be very empty if you had nothing to regret.
So many people tiptoe through life, so carefully, to arrive, safely, at death
Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing.
they say it takes a minute
to find a special person,
and hour to appreciate them.
a day to love them.
but then an entire life to forget them.
@ 1:28 AM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
this is a song im translating it
grant me the pleasure to express my feelings
sorie if you might be hurt by it
but just let me explain what happened
so , so that you wont repeat it
seriously , i dint thought you would turn heads
after so long we were together
in silence u had gauge another pair
without me realising upon the fact
i pray that u'll be happy
with him , the one that you love
our love dint verntured far
it lasted only thru the lips
you build a castle with my tears
that felt thru my lonesome face
my crush heart , the unbearable pain
i feel lost
Oh , i still remember
the sweet promises and the moments spent
you prayed for my allegiance to this cause
but at last ur the one who strayed
Oh god please toughen my heart
show me to peace
this soul is bashed with sorrow but what can i do
it not within my means
i tried to close my eyes but i cant seem to fall aslp
its bcoz i still think of you
thats hw hard it is for me to forget you
have you about thought abt that, love?
good lyrics im not doing justice to it
@ 1:56 AM
grant me the pleasure to express my feelings
sorie if you might be hurt by it
but just let me explain what happened
so , so that you wont repeat it
seriously , i dint thought you would turn heads
after so long we were together
in silence u had gauge another pair
without me realising upon the fact
i pray that u'll be happy
with him , the one that you love
our love dint verntured far
it lasted only thru the lips
you build a castle with my tears
that felt thru my lonesome face
my crush heart , the unbearable pain
i feel lost
Oh , i still remember
the sweet promises and the moments spent
you prayed for my allegiance to this cause
but at last ur the one who strayed
Oh god please toughen my heart
show me to peace
this soul is bashed with sorrow but what can i do
it not within my means
i tried to close my eyes but i cant seem to fall aslp
its bcoz i still think of you
thats hw hard it is for me to forget you
have you about thought abt that, love?
good lyrics im not doing justice to it
@ 1:56 AM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
yipee we won our frienly 6 - 1
against singapore chinese
and i could last a full game
but one thing that puzzled me was why were there indians
in singapore chinese team hahaha..nvm lol
potato patahto
ok this is one of my shallow moments
someone said this me its ok to be shallow
no its not ahaha...
Ive never seen you looking so lovely as you did tonight
Ive never seen you shine so bright
Ive never seen so many men ask you if you wanted to dance
Theyre looking for a little romance
Given half a chance
And Ive never seen that dress youre wearing
Or that highlights in your hair
That catch your eyes
I have been blind
The lady in red is dancing with me
Cheek to cheek
Theres nobody here
Its just you and me
Its where I wanna be
But I hardly know this beauty by my side
Ill never forget the way you look tonight
Ive never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight
Ive never seen you shine so bright you were amazing
Ive never seen so many people want to be there by your side
And when you turned to me and smiled it took my breath away
And I have never had such a feeling such a feeling
Of complete and utter love, as I do tonight
The lady in red is dancing with me
Cheek to cheek
Theres nobody here
Its just you and me
Its where I wanna be
But I hardly know this beauty by my side
Ill never forget the way you look tonight
I never will forget the way you look tonight
The lady in red
My lady in red
I love you
@ 4:22 PM
against singapore chinese
and i could last a full game
but one thing that puzzled me was why were there indians
in singapore chinese team hahaha..nvm lol
potato patahto
ok this is one of my shallow moments
someone said this me its ok to be shallow
no its not ahaha...
Ive never seen you looking so lovely as you did tonight
Ive never seen you shine so bright
Ive never seen so many men ask you if you wanted to dance
Theyre looking for a little romance
Given half a chance
And Ive never seen that dress youre wearing
Or that highlights in your hair
That catch your eyes
I have been blind
The lady in red is dancing with me
Cheek to cheek
Theres nobody here
Its just you and me
Its where I wanna be
But I hardly know this beauty by my side
Ill never forget the way you look tonight
Ive never seen you looking so gorgeous as you did tonight
Ive never seen you shine so bright you were amazing
Ive never seen so many people want to be there by your side
And when you turned to me and smiled it took my breath away
And I have never had such a feeling such a feeling
Of complete and utter love, as I do tonight
The lady in red is dancing with me
Cheek to cheek
Theres nobody here
Its just you and me
Its where I wanna be
But I hardly know this beauty by my side
Ill never forget the way you look tonight
I never will forget the way you look tonight
The lady in red
My lady in red
I love you
@ 4:22 PM
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
"a flower torn up prematurely by the stem. I bow my head to pay tribute -- with respect and gratitude -- to the exceptional warrior,"Fidel Castro wrote.
Rest in peace Mr Ernesto Guevara de la Serna its been 40 years
his quote
"Many will call me an adventurer -
and that I am,
only one of a different sort:
one of those who risks his skin to prove his platitudes."
in case you guys dunnoe he was killed by bolivian soldiers
and in patnership with who else?some uncle sam perhaps
btw im looking for a room to rent
location not a problem
so if anyone has any good deal pls inform me thanks.
i will treat u lunch ahaha really..
"Desire is the root of all suffering" buddha said
I shall desire
i shall suffer
love will tear us apart
put that tatt across the back sounds too gd
@ 3:47 PM
Rest in peace Mr Ernesto Guevara de la Serna its been 40 years
his quote
"Many will call me an adventurer -
and that I am,
only one of a different sort:
one of those who risks his skin to prove his platitudes."
in case you guys dunnoe he was killed by bolivian soldiers
and in patnership with who else?some uncle sam perhaps
btw im looking for a room to rent
location not a problem
so if anyone has any good deal pls inform me thanks.
i will treat u lunch ahaha really..
"Desire is the root of all suffering" buddha said
I shall desire
i shall suffer
love will tear us apart
put that tatt across the back sounds too gd
@ 3:47 PM
Monday, October 8, 2007
haha im now blogging at the weirdest of place ,
im now at somerset mrt sitting down at the side and blogin.
whenever i got nthg i try to blog..i dont like to waste time nowadays..
not that i like to waste time last time
aldo i dont mind say waste time at a pub or beach or jst sit or just chattin with family..to me all of the above activities is meaningful and not a waste of time.
the value lies more than the place but with the people.
it feels so much better to be bloggin outside rather than the typical office chair of my workplace which has been my second home now kinda.haha
btw i got meself a new ipod.meself has got an ipod
hahaha im soo scouting for songs..so anybody has songs pls.
i said pls send it to me.thanks...haha
the other night , friday it was after work
apart from the fact i was shagged frm work
i was dragged by my bestie aka my significant other as claimed by him
alright that sounds gay yea far...fuck you bitch ahaha ahhh f you back
so we went to georges(siglap) with mike...
he came down limping if that is not bad enought,
he walk all the way frm bedok to siglap nursing a sprain leg
thanks man . we really appreaciate it..small things like that shows alot on how
people values stuff..
this was a cute conversation with him..
he went to 7/11 with me and i bought drinks...
so he came to me like a small boy
hans can you buy me a lollipop
i said yea then he run to the lollipop place and grab one
then he said can we buy far one tooo lol..hahaha
ahahahah that sounds so much like a kid
then i got him one..
and not far ahaha
and sidenote mike is like alot tattoo and damn ALOT of piercing wth mike ahaha
mike mike..and yea btw that day there was a bday at there..
we ended up making friends with all of them....
we all talk like macam know ten years like tt
and they actually added us in friendster lol
hw often does that happen
anyway my sister got herself a new car
a new misitbushi lancer but this is not the normal lancer
this is the sports version..
its a sports car equip with sports rim and all...
its all ever so sporty , it only lack one thing a sporty driver being me
so i got to get meself me license quick..
so i can drive it at night especially..because its red in colour.damn nice la
alot is happening among my siblings
my sister got a new car
im getting meself a bike
my brother's getting a wife / a hse and a whole lot of furniture good luck boy.haha
im seriously excited about the lancer , my sister said i can drive it as
she got another car so =) .
this is the picture of the lancer
alright thats it for now , i've got a train to catch.
i'll go thru any barrier/level of hardship
for you.
yue liang dai biao wo de xin
@ 9:51 PM
im now at somerset mrt sitting down at the side and blogin.
whenever i got nthg i try to blog..i dont like to waste time nowadays..
not that i like to waste time last time
aldo i dont mind say waste time at a pub or beach or jst sit or just chattin with family..to me all of the above activities is meaningful and not a waste of time.
the value lies more than the place but with the people.
it feels so much better to be bloggin outside rather than the typical office chair of my workplace which has been my second home now kinda.haha
btw i got meself a new ipod.meself has got an ipod
hahaha im soo scouting for songs..so anybody has songs pls.
i said pls send it to me.thanks...haha
the other night , friday it was after work
apart from the fact i was shagged frm work
i was dragged by my bestie aka my significant other as claimed by him
alright that sounds gay yea far...fuck you bitch ahaha ahhh f you back
so we went to georges(siglap) with mike...
he came down limping if that is not bad enought,
he walk all the way frm bedok to siglap nursing a sprain leg
thanks man . we really appreaciate it..small things like that shows alot on how
people values stuff..
this was a cute conversation with him..
he went to 7/11 with me and i bought drinks...
so he came to me like a small boy
hans can you buy me a lollipop
i said yea then he run to the lollipop place and grab one
then he said can we buy far one tooo lol..hahaha
ahahahah that sounds so much like a kid
then i got him one..
and not far ahaha
and sidenote mike is like alot tattoo and damn ALOT of piercing wth mike ahaha
mike mike..and yea btw that day there was a bday at there..
we ended up making friends with all of them....
we all talk like macam know ten years like tt
and they actually added us in friendster lol
hw often does that happen
anyway my sister got herself a new car
a new misitbushi lancer but this is not the normal lancer
this is the sports version..
its a sports car equip with sports rim and all...
its all ever so sporty , it only lack one thing a sporty driver being me
so i got to get meself me license quick..
so i can drive it at night especially..because its red in colour.damn nice la
alot is happening among my siblings
my sister got a new car
im getting meself a bike
my brother's getting a wife / a hse and a whole lot of furniture good luck boy.haha
im seriously excited about the lancer , my sister said i can drive it as
she got another car so =) .
this is the picture of the lancer
alright thats it for now , i've got a train to catch.
i'll go thru any barrier/level of hardship
for you.
yue liang dai biao wo de xin
@ 9:51 PM
Saturday, October 6, 2007
i like this the least ahaha this is made popular by edison chen
this is my favourite a collaboration with zoo york
this is cool because got warrior inside ahaha and like tattoo feel.the back says lordless warrior
@ 5:07 PM
this is my favourite a collaboration with zoo york
this is cool because got warrior inside ahaha and like tattoo feel.the back says lordless warrior
@ 5:07 PM
i had a template or rather a list of things to write abt last monday
but i kinda procastinate till today and it seem they dont seem to be valid today
after a week , in a way life's pace too fast that your perspective on life changes as quickly too so i decided nt to write abt it all
but some things remain constant
i wanted to talk abt manners
i want to act mannerly to everyone , i use to like try be god and just be polite to those that i think who deserve it..but that is wrong who am i to judge im not god..
so frm today or rather last monday i will be act in a good manner regardless to those i like and those i dont.to anyone even the most horrible criminal
manners not respect
im may be without looks , i may be without money , i may be without love
but i dont want to be without manners.
the other time i was in malaysia my mum told me to change 600 sg dollars to ringgit
i was damn paranoid as i was there alone and there they would kill for small some of abt 100 - 200 ringgit i had like 1500 ringgit plus my own in my wallet..so haha but luckily i know kung fu in case anything ahhaha lame
ouh yea i haven said abt my sat outing , we went st james , cuba libre , palm room and gotham but it was boring i guess my decision to distance myself frm it was a good idea afterall..now me and far we are on the only pubs campaign ahaha make me feel so old hahaaha..seriously the best part of the night was at macs...transfat taste so nicee...but pls dont succumb always u cant burn transfat
just a random thought , i think everyone should take afternoon naps it makes u more productive..seriously give it a try 1 and a half hours or two hours...when sch starts im gonna start everyday must take nap campaign ..it help the muscles as muscles only grow and repair itselfs when you sleep
i need to train to do more pull up i want to be able to do thirty pull ups...the count now is 8
22 more...by march next year
ouh yea btw i got a new gf ...miss gym ahahahaha
for those fools who dont get it..its not a gf gf its just that i'm goin gym too religiously that i feel it has become my gf...so no gf...
im a diff guy when i have a gf..i hate hans with gf haha
the other time i went to tanjong pagar i decided to walk till chinatown ahaha
it was nice very heritage traily feeling
i guess the best gift a father can get from a son is for him/her to respect him
this is my promise if im living never shall my parents go hungry =)
Roxette - it must have been love
Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely,there's air of silence
In the bedroom and all around
Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away...
It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out
Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm
And it's a hard winter's day
I dream away...
It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love, but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows
It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
>From the moment we touched till the time had run out
@ 4:00 PM
but i kinda procastinate till today and it seem they dont seem to be valid today
after a week , in a way life's pace too fast that your perspective on life changes as quickly too so i decided nt to write abt it all
but some things remain constant
i wanted to talk abt manners
i want to act mannerly to everyone , i use to like try be god and just be polite to those that i think who deserve it..but that is wrong who am i to judge im not god..
so frm today or rather last monday i will be act in a good manner regardless to those i like and those i dont.to anyone even the most horrible criminal
manners not respect
im may be without looks , i may be without money , i may be without love
but i dont want to be without manners.
the other time i was in malaysia my mum told me to change 600 sg dollars to ringgit
i was damn paranoid as i was there alone and there they would kill for small some of abt 100 - 200 ringgit i had like 1500 ringgit plus my own in my wallet..so haha but luckily i know kung fu in case anything ahhaha lame
ouh yea i haven said abt my sat outing , we went st james , cuba libre , palm room and gotham but it was boring i guess my decision to distance myself frm it was a good idea afterall..now me and far we are on the only pubs campaign ahaha make me feel so old hahaaha..seriously the best part of the night was at macs...transfat taste so nicee...but pls dont succumb always u cant burn transfat
just a random thought , i think everyone should take afternoon naps it makes u more productive..seriously give it a try 1 and a half hours or two hours...when sch starts im gonna start everyday must take nap campaign ..it help the muscles as muscles only grow and repair itselfs when you sleep
i need to train to do more pull up i want to be able to do thirty pull ups...the count now is 8
22 more...by march next year
ouh yea btw i got a new gf ...miss gym ahahahaha
for those fools who dont get it..its not a gf gf its just that i'm goin gym too religiously that i feel it has become my gf...so no gf...
im a diff guy when i have a gf..i hate hans with gf haha
the other time i went to tanjong pagar i decided to walk till chinatown ahaha
it was nice very heritage traily feeling
i guess the best gift a father can get from a son is for him/her to respect him
this is my promise if im living never shall my parents go hungry =)
Roxette - it must have been love
Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely,there's air of silence
In the bedroom and all around
Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away...
It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out
Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm
And it's a hard winter's day
I dream away...
It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love, but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows
It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
>From the moment we touched till the time had run out
@ 4:00 PM
Thursday, October 4, 2007
today is seriously one of the worse day of my life.
i went hm tired aft work to find out that my mum lost my stuff
or rather sumone stole it
while it was outside
and all this happen w/o me knowing
and the price is abt half of my pay
fuck and i have been workin all this forging my time for shit?
nnb cb
i swear if i find that fucker im gonna break his blady guts
you son of a mother f bitch
i hope ur mother die
and i got scolded for the whole ordeal as if it was any of my f fault
and best part i was seriously lost
controlling the anger and wrath in me
i did the only thing that i could do
call the blady person that i thought i loved
but she very well said or rather sumone else said cause
she was too busy to answered the phone
she is not busy but she's busy to talk to you
wtf all this patience for shit.
arrgggghhhh
fuck la since u want it that way
alright fuck i wont talk to you
i wont even fuckin look at you anymore
i swear on my tears.
i'll f kill whoever gets on my way
and if this post is too gay for u mother fuckin scumbags
come try me spar me and see if im gay or not
fuck you brats
all this might stall my bike progress f shit.
i was ok abt the money but you seriously had to make it worse
i just wanted to ask if we could meet on our years anniversary
not that hard to say no or just say ur busy
fuck you fuck everyone
so much for being nice
they must be laughing
just a sidenote
i dont steal , i condone stealing . you want to steal , steal a fuckin bank u shithead.
diu leh lo mo
@ 12:19 AM
i went hm tired aft work to find out that my mum lost my stuff
or rather sumone stole it
while it was outside
and all this happen w/o me knowing
and the price is abt half of my pay
fuck and i have been workin all this forging my time for shit?
nnb cb
i swear if i find that fucker im gonna break his blady guts
you son of a mother f bitch
i hope ur mother die
and i got scolded for the whole ordeal as if it was any of my f fault
and best part i was seriously lost
controlling the anger and wrath in me
i did the only thing that i could do
call the blady person that i thought i loved
but she very well said or rather sumone else said cause
she was too busy to answered the phone
she is not busy but she's busy to talk to you
wtf all this patience for shit.
arrgggghhhh
fuck la since u want it that way
alright fuck i wont talk to you
i wont even fuckin look at you anymore
i swear on my tears.
i'll f kill whoever gets on my way
and if this post is too gay for u mother fuckin scumbags
come try me spar me and see if im gay or not
fuck you brats
all this might stall my bike progress f shit.
i was ok abt the money but you seriously had to make it worse
i just wanted to ask if we could meet on our years anniversary
not that hard to say no or just say ur busy
fuck you fuck everyone
so much for being nice
they must be laughing
just a sidenote
i dont steal , i condone stealing . you want to steal , steal a fuckin bank u shithead.
diu leh lo mo
@ 12:19 AM