Friday, August 31, 2007
"SINGAPORE : After four days of queueing, the one and only vacancy left for a Primary One place at Tanjong Katong Primary School went to a Korean child.
But the child's mother was not first in line; she was actually in third spot.
She got the sole place because the two parents in front of her, who are also Koreans, decided to send their children to an international school instead.
Tanjong Katong Primary is the only school to witness such a queue because of its good reputation among the expatriate community.
There are about 100 Korean pupils who are among the 39 nationalities at the school.
The large foreign intake came about because when the school opened seven years ago, local parents gave it a miss, creating many vacancies that were filled by foreign students. - CNA/ms"
source from yahoonews.com
haha sad lol only one got in.pity all the other parent
my former primary school merge with another school to form this new primary school
coolios.wonder if the teachers still there?
i miss my korean classmate or rather his hot sister
lee sang hyun ahaha
@ 2:12 AM
But the child's mother was not first in line; she was actually in third spot.
She got the sole place because the two parents in front of her, who are also Koreans, decided to send their children to an international school instead.
Tanjong Katong Primary is the only school to witness such a queue because of its good reputation among the expatriate community.
There are about 100 Korean pupils who are among the 39 nationalities at the school.
The large foreign intake came about because when the school opened seven years ago, local parents gave it a miss, creating many vacancies that were filled by foreign students. - CNA/ms"
source from yahoonews.com
haha sad lol only one got in.pity all the other parent
my former primary school merge with another school to form this new primary school
coolios.wonder if the teachers still there?
i miss my korean classmate or rather his hot sister
lee sang hyun ahaha
@ 2:12 AM
Monday, August 27, 2007
After watching oceans twelve
i went and learn how to pick a lock
now i know how to pick numbered locks
and also simple locks and doors yay hahah
hahah this is so random lol
im so gonna try this at work
i wanna open everyone drawers and steal their snack
ok maybe some
arghh allright none i'll just open it and close it back
@ 1:33 PM
i went and learn how to pick a lock
now i know how to pick numbered locks
and also simple locks and doors yay hahah
hahah this is so random lol
im so gonna try this at work
i wanna open everyone drawers and steal their snack
ok maybe some
arghh allright none i'll just open it and close it back
@ 1:33 PM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
My struggle is to be a man
In every respect.
A man is not simply a successful worker,
Even if that is an ambition;
Some men are slaves
In shameless smugness; They swot yet are content,
They are degraded yet bear it well -
A slave will always love the base.
My struggle is to be a man
In every respect.
A man is not simply a humble worshipper,
Even if that is a necessity; Every soul must have its god
And pray ceaselessly to him in faithful submission;
They suffer yet are hopeful,
They doubt yet believe - A man is deeply spiritual.
My struggle is to be a man
In every respect.
A man is not simply a proud lord,
Even if that is an attraction;
Many men have to endure hardship
And oppression of every sort
In quiet longsuffering; They are harried yet are not overcome,
They are tortured yet unruffled -
A man is resolutely resilient.
@ 11:49 PM
In every respect.
A man is not simply a successful worker,
Even if that is an ambition;
Some men are slaves
In shameless smugness; They swot yet are content,
They are degraded yet bear it well -
A slave will always love the base.
My struggle is to be a man
In every respect.
A man is not simply a humble worshipper,
Even if that is a necessity; Every soul must have its god
And pray ceaselessly to him in faithful submission;
They suffer yet are hopeful,
They doubt yet believe - A man is deeply spiritual.
My struggle is to be a man
In every respect.
A man is not simply a proud lord,
Even if that is an attraction;
Many men have to endure hardship
And oppression of every sort
In quiet longsuffering; They are harried yet are not overcome,
They are tortured yet unruffled -
A man is resolutely resilient.
@ 11:49 PM
Bear things patiently,
Face adversity with courage,
Do not allow yourself to be degraded by pleasant vices,
Have respect for yourself in all that you do,
Remember you are no better, or worse,
than anyone else,
Have tolerance with difference,
make allowances for others,
Respect others wishes as much as your own,
Be honest and truthful, most of all to yourself,
Do not wish for more than you honestly need,
Or wish for that which you know you cannot have,
Treat as you would wish to be treated,
Be faithful and reliable, be discrete,
Have dignity and pride, but do not be false,
Do not favour yourself if you know it's not right,
Be yourself, be happy,
Do your best, work hard for what you want,
Make sure that what you strive for is what you really want,
Have respect for your body, your mind and your soul,
Draw strength from yourself, be pleased with achievements,
Then you will find contentment.
i see all my girls lying at sumone else's lap
smiling others smile
laughing at others jokes
denying me the chance to complain about my tears
sorie i blewed , i want to live in my past
but thats a joke.
@ 11:46 PM
Face adversity with courage,
Do not allow yourself to be degraded by pleasant vices,
Have respect for yourself in all that you do,
Remember you are no better, or worse,
than anyone else,
Have tolerance with difference,
make allowances for others,
Respect others wishes as much as your own,
Be honest and truthful, most of all to yourself,
Do not wish for more than you honestly need,
Or wish for that which you know you cannot have,
Treat as you would wish to be treated,
Be faithful and reliable, be discrete,
Have dignity and pride, but do not be false,
Do not favour yourself if you know it's not right,
Be yourself, be happy,
Do your best, work hard for what you want,
Make sure that what you strive for is what you really want,
Have respect for your body, your mind and your soul,
Draw strength from yourself, be pleased with achievements,
Then you will find contentment.
i see all my girls lying at sumone else's lap
smiling others smile
laughing at others jokes
denying me the chance to complain about my tears
sorie i blewed , i want to live in my past
but thats a joke.
@ 11:46 PM
a quick round up
i actually could pass the exam on thursday
i studied from 1 - 4 and i guess i could pass
i guess i shoudnt go sch
maybe just study last day before exam for all ahaha
ok joking
so i began work
it's good just kinda boring
bt well its work
i miss people when im at work
but its been good so far
cant wait for the cash ahahah
so yea my brother took to me to his club gym
damn i dont want to go back to my gym now
his treadmill machine has cable balls
and everything else included plus hbo / and some channel i seriously haven seen before
and its like the best gym i've been too
better than cali
and theres no one there except for me and him
and yay i've watched simpsons
Always respect people no matter what
You think you know me
But you only know a portion
You've never seen
Who & what i can be
You've only heard
But never believed
What you will see
Is what i choose to be
@ 10:27 PM
i actually could pass the exam on thursday
i studied from 1 - 4 and i guess i could pass
i guess i shoudnt go sch
maybe just study last day before exam for all ahaha
ok joking
so i began work
it's good just kinda boring
bt well its work
i miss people when im at work
but its been good so far
cant wait for the cash ahahah
so yea my brother took to me to his club gym
damn i dont want to go back to my gym now
his treadmill machine has cable balls
and everything else included plus hbo / and some channel i seriously haven seen before
and its like the best gym i've been too
better than cali
and theres no one there except for me and him
and yay i've watched simpsons
Always respect people no matter what
You think you know me
But you only know a portion
You've never seen
Who & what i can be
You've only heard
But never believed
What you will see
Is what i choose to be
@ 10:27 PM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
i was at the bus , i overhead this interesting conversation
two boys was telling this jc girl how the system works in polytechnic
they were saying its like in the states where all the birds of the same feather would stick together
in which all the smart one will be one side , the party ones one side , the sports one side
i wonder i from which side?ahaha all of you take ur time to think which side you're frm too yea
ok im in deep shit i have an exam tmrw..one of the most difficult paper in my course
bt i have yet to start , i have six hours to study
and im wasting it bloggin
fuck me bitch
its ok im hans
i can do impossible things
come on hans
i once wait twice pass my poly maths level 2 and 3 w/o textbook haha so that means i cant study
bt thats maths
come on boy , you can do it , make sure you do it hahaa
bt thinking abt it i never bought textbooks other than in yr1
omg i jialat.
oh yea one more thing i was thinking
how do we show love to people
i mean not like intimate relationship kinda
like as in , in friendship , family , sports
how do we show love?
@ 11:13 PM
two boys was telling this jc girl how the system works in polytechnic
they were saying its like in the states where all the birds of the same feather would stick together
in which all the smart one will be one side , the party ones one side , the sports one side
i wonder i from which side?ahaha all of you take ur time to think which side you're frm too yea
ok im in deep shit i have an exam tmrw..one of the most difficult paper in my course
bt i have yet to start , i have six hours to study
and im wasting it bloggin
fuck me bitch
its ok im hans
i can do impossible things
come on hans
i once wait twice pass my poly maths level 2 and 3 w/o textbook haha so that means i cant study
bt thats maths
come on boy , you can do it , make sure you do it hahaa
bt thinking abt it i never bought textbooks other than in yr1
omg i jialat.
oh yea one more thing i was thinking
how do we show love to people
i mean not like intimate relationship kinda
like as in , in friendship , family , sports
how do we show love?
@ 11:13 PM
wah laselle so pretty
i always ask what is that building for.
nobody knew.
now i know
good location also
i miss the old laselle at mounbatten
btw i havent watch simpsons , i better figure smthg
why are french films sooo kissy?
thanks to those that read my blog i love you guys
all friend friend
@ 6:07 PM
i always ask what is that building for.
nobody knew.
now i know
good location also
i miss the old laselle at mounbatten
btw i havent watch simpsons , i better figure smthg
why are french films sooo kissy?
thanks to those that read my blog i love you guys
all friend friend
@ 6:07 PM
my tictacs (with a snake and an arrow)i love youas i wait for you
i put elsewhere aside
trying to buy time i sing a tune
i dare not sing so loud
as my fingers strum against the guitar
i sing of all the times we've gone wrong
i sing of all the times i've falled
i sing of my heart and the feels it holds inside.
my fears and all the tears i've cried combine together
a rythem like no other
i wait for you to arrive, to run into your open arms
but you've been gone too long,
its time for me and my song to
move on
@ 1:14 AM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
im gonna get my ear pierce soon.
and hair cut
maybe get myself ink too
if i can think of something nice
damn im starting to know people in gym thats bad
i've been thinking too much , its time i take a rest
like you , i also dont know now
maybe it's just any other day to you
one more thing i became a non-believer today
in that sense that is
@ 11:45 PM
and hair cut
maybe get myself ink too
if i can think of something nice
damn im starting to know people in gym thats bad
i've been thinking too much , its time i take a rest
like you , i also dont know now
maybe it's just any other day to you
one more thing i became a non-believer today
in that sense that is
@ 11:45 PM
Monday, August 20, 2007
Sarah Mc lachhlan uses such good words.
"I have a smile
Stretched from ear to ear
To see you walking down the road
We meet at the lights
I stare for a while
The world around disappears
Just you and me
On this island of hope
A breath between us could be miles
Let me surround you
My sea to your shore
Let me be the calm you seek
Oh and every time I'm close to you
There's too much I can't say
And you just walk away
To tell you I xxxx you
And the night'sToo long
And cold here
Without you
I grieve in my condition
For I cannot find the strength to say I need you so"
@ 3:17 AM
"I have a smile
Stretched from ear to ear
To see you walking down the road
We meet at the lights
I stare for a while
The world around disappears
Just you and me
On this island of hope
A breath between us could be miles
Let me surround you
My sea to your shore
Let me be the calm you seek
Oh and every time I'm close to you
There's too much I can't say
And you just walk away
To tell you I xxxx you
And the night'sToo long
And cold here
Without you
I grieve in my condition
For I cannot find the strength to say I need you so"
@ 3:17 AM
Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
and you don't know what to do
Nothing you confess could make me love you less.
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So, if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well, I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
and don't know which path to choose
Let me come along'Cause even if you're wrong...
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
and I'll never desert youI'll stand by you
And when...When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own
I'll stand by you...
@ 1:44 AM
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
and you don't know what to do
Nothing you confess could make me love you less.
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So, if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well, I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
and don't know which path to choose
Let me come along'Cause even if you're wrong...
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
and I'll never desert youI'll stand by you
And when...When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own
I'll stand by you...
@ 1:44 AM
Friday, August 17, 2007
When you lust and do not trust,
In what you need, not want,
It's your soul, that's left unwhole,
It's fate that you do taunt.
One more day wont make it right,
Though each of us must try,
To fix the wrongs we set upon,
The ones we love who cry.
@ 4:08 AM
In what you need, not want,
It's your soul, that's left unwhole,
It's fate that you do taunt.
One more day wont make it right,
Though each of us must try,
To fix the wrongs we set upon,
The ones we love who cry.
@ 4:08 AM
This is done by a lady
i got this from a source the whole chunk and this might be the very reason why there are not many nice guys around
"This is a tribute to the nice guys
The ones that always finish last
Those who are never more than friends
The one who understood girls in the past
This is a tribute to the nice guys
The ones that compliments the miss
Not to get her to go out with him
But just to lift her spirit with bliss
This is a tribute to the nice guys
With open minds and an honest concern
The one that respects every facet
The one who needs nothing in return
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Who plays by the rules in a game
Even when that game favors cheaters
His actions are always the same
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Boyfriend material is what he's named
Yet a few dozen failed relationships
After scratches, his heart starts to maim
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Those who are manipulated and misled
The guys who are unjustly abandoned
Never stayed down; jumped back up instead
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Ones who paused Grand Theft Auto 3
Just to reassure that everything is okay
Assisted the helpless girl in a certain degree
This is a tribute to the nice guys
For the times his friend didn't have a date
Still there was nothing serious
The ones that just agrees and never debate
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Those that don't often get enough recognition
The ones that don't get the mate they should
The ones that try to stop this tradition
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Those that heard he's too nice to date
Guys who wait in front of the bathroom
Just so she wouldn't be the only one late
This is a tribute to the nice guys
The one that tries to find the perfect girl
Even trickier, to find those that are single
This is for you, may your future unfurl
This is a tribute to the nice guys
For every time someone said we're just friends
This poem is for all you guys out there
This is a payment for my amends
This is a tribute to the nice guys
For all the faceless, nameless defenders
My accolades and gratitude goes out to you
Just never forget to never surrender
Sorry guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can't figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I'm going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn't last forever. by Oscar Baldo "
@ 3:50 AM
i got this from a source the whole chunk and this might be the very reason why there are not many nice guys around
"This is a tribute to the nice guys
The ones that always finish last
Those who are never more than friends
The one who understood girls in the past
This is a tribute to the nice guys
The ones that compliments the miss
Not to get her to go out with him
But just to lift her spirit with bliss
This is a tribute to the nice guys
With open minds and an honest concern
The one that respects every facet
The one who needs nothing in return
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Who plays by the rules in a game
Even when that game favors cheaters
His actions are always the same
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Boyfriend material is what he's named
Yet a few dozen failed relationships
After scratches, his heart starts to maim
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Those who are manipulated and misled
The guys who are unjustly abandoned
Never stayed down; jumped back up instead
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Ones who paused Grand Theft Auto 3
Just to reassure that everything is okay
Assisted the helpless girl in a certain degree
This is a tribute to the nice guys
For the times his friend didn't have a date
Still there was nothing serious
The ones that just agrees and never debate
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Those that don't often get enough recognition
The ones that don't get the mate they should
The ones that try to stop this tradition
This is a tribute to the nice guys
Those that heard he's too nice to date
Guys who wait in front of the bathroom
Just so she wouldn't be the only one late
This is a tribute to the nice guys
The one that tries to find the perfect girl
Even trickier, to find those that are single
This is for you, may your future unfurl
This is a tribute to the nice guys
For every time someone said we're just friends
This poem is for all you guys out there
This is a payment for my amends
This is a tribute to the nice guys
For all the faceless, nameless defenders
My accolades and gratitude goes out to you
Just never forget to never surrender
Sorry guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can't figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I'm going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn't last forever. by Oscar Baldo "
@ 3:50 AM
The true perfection of man lies not in what man has, but in what man is.
There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven
(And) when she gets there she knows if the stores are all close.
When the volume is turned up, the value is often low.
They say a newborn is like a piece of plain paper
Parents , society , the environment
Both Nature and Nurture
givin it colour , designs , concepts or any other caricatures or schemes
i guess right now i all of them combined
the good colours and the bad colours
i just want to make an art out of it.
helen and paris
both you guys are dead
i wonder if you guys are still in love?
Hear the music before the song is over
@ 12:08 AM
There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven
(And) when she gets there she knows if the stores are all close.
When the volume is turned up, the value is often low.
They say a newborn is like a piece of plain paper
Parents , society , the environment
Both Nature and Nurture
givin it colour , designs , concepts or any other caricatures or schemes
i guess right now i all of them combined
the good colours and the bad colours
i just want to make an art out of it.
helen and paris
both you guys are dead
i wonder if you guys are still in love?
Hear the music before the song is over
@ 12:08 AM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
The previous post was lyrics from x japan ,
a japanese rock band.
Their last concert in which the groupmembers decided to part ways
was one of the best concerts up to date
unfortunately one of the bandmembers decided commited suicide.
They write good , deep lyrics.
I was thinking , everywhere i go there'll be a person good(best) in that thing they are doing
example let say i go gym there'll be a guy with the biggest body everybody respect him
then you put him in the field nobody respects him no more
likewise for the good footballer in the gym
so thing is you become good at one thing only if you prohibit your time to it
at the place of the interest which also mean you void yourself of chance of experiencing other joys.
so therefore its ok not to be the best at things , but rather doing more things
but try to be better than average at all the things not that average is bad
just use it as a benchmark to justify yourself.
jack of all trades but master of none
you want genuine respect be a priest or maybe a teacher or Paul Rusesabagina.
Theres a negative aspect in two people getting too close to each other
alot of conflicts will occur due to the differences.
so only be close to people that are really worth it
still
emptiness dwells
desperately longing
for one more gut-wrenching day with you
in your dark bleak black world
really really worth it.
if possible i'll pass
United States of Africa.
United Kingdom of Africa
T.I.A
Peace wherefore art thou?
@ 10:51 PM
a japanese rock band.
Their last concert in which the groupmembers decided to part ways
was one of the best concerts up to date
unfortunately one of the bandmembers decided commited suicide.
They write good , deep lyrics.
I was thinking , everywhere i go there'll be a person good(best) in that thing they are doing
example let say i go gym there'll be a guy with the biggest body everybody respect him
then you put him in the field nobody respects him no more
likewise for the good footballer in the gym
so thing is you become good at one thing only if you prohibit your time to it
at the place of the interest which also mean you void yourself of chance of experiencing other joys.
so therefore its ok not to be the best at things , but rather doing more things
but try to be better than average at all the things not that average is bad
just use it as a benchmark to justify yourself.
jack of all trades but master of none
you want genuine respect be a priest or maybe a teacher or Paul Rusesabagina.
Theres a negative aspect in two people getting too close to each other
alot of conflicts will occur due to the differences.
so only be close to people that are really worth it
still
emptiness dwells
desperately longing
for one more gut-wrenching day with you
in your dark bleak black world
really really worth it.
if possible i'll pass
United States of Africa.
United Kingdom of Africa
T.I.A
Peace wherefore art thou?
@ 10:51 PM
Forever love Forever dream
Forever love Forever dream
Stay with me like this.
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn.
Oh stay with me
Ah, everything good seems to be ending,
in this unending night.
Ah, what else would you lose if nothing at all matters.
Oh will you stay with me
until the wind passes,stay with me again
Crucify my love
Crucify my love - If my love is blind
Crucify my love - If it sets me free
Never know, Never trust
That love should see a color
Crucify my love - If it should be that way
Swing the heartache - Feel it inside out
When the wind cries - I'll say good bye
Tried to learn, Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer - Is this forever
Like a river flowing to the sea You'll be miles away,
and I will know I know I can deal with the pain
No reason to cry
'Til the lonliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear the clouds away
Oh is it a crime to love
@ 3:25 AM
Forever love Forever dream
Stay with me like this.
Hold my trembling heart in the dawn.
Oh stay with me
Ah, everything good seems to be ending,
in this unending night.
Ah, what else would you lose if nothing at all matters.
Oh will you stay with me
until the wind passes,stay with me again
Crucify my love
Crucify my love - If my love is blind
Crucify my love - If it sets me free
Never know, Never trust
That love should see a color
Crucify my love - If it should be that way
Swing the heartache - Feel it inside out
When the wind cries - I'll say good bye
Tried to learn, Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer - Is this forever
Like a river flowing to the sea You'll be miles away,
and I will know I know I can deal with the pain
No reason to cry
'Til the lonliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear the clouds away
Oh is it a crime to love
@ 3:25 AM
Do not believe he who seeks to comfort you ,
lives untroubled among the quiet and simple words
that sometimes do you good , his life has much difficulty
and sadness and remains far behind yours
I just wish i could protect you still
i rather be the eye that cries
but i cant
i really cant
let me be the tissue to the tears.
Anyway this is what im gonna be busy with in the holidays
Firstly im gonna begin work next week with DHL
my shift is from 2-11 which gives me ample time
for gym in the morning say 11 -1
with the anabol and protein ready
im physch i really am
and the best part of the job is that i can do what i love most
slping , i can wake up late woohooo thanks balls
apart from that with the money that im getting
its gonna pay for the bike that is coming out
i realise i got too many clothes , im gonna wear the new clothes more often
to cut hair or not to cut that is the question
anyway my off days are on sunday and monday
when offdays come i want to fly.
fly like a butterfly
When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you'll be
'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now
@ 1:45 AM
lives untroubled among the quiet and simple words
that sometimes do you good , his life has much difficulty
and sadness and remains far behind yours
I just wish i could protect you still
i rather be the eye that cries
but i cant
i really cant
let me be the tissue to the tears.
Anyway this is what im gonna be busy with in the holidays
Firstly im gonna begin work next week with DHL
my shift is from 2-11 which gives me ample time
for gym in the morning say 11 -1
with the anabol and protein ready
im physch i really am
and the best part of the job is that i can do what i love most
slping , i can wake up late woohooo thanks balls
apart from that with the money that im getting
its gonna pay for the bike that is coming out
i realise i got too many clothes , im gonna wear the new clothes more often
to cut hair or not to cut that is the question
anyway my off days are on sunday and monday
when offdays come i want to fly.
fly like a butterfly
When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you'll be
'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now
@ 1:45 AM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
I hadnt been reporting to my blog as often as i had , i realised
not that there had been a lack of action in my life
there was a great deal of it
I guess its bcoz nobody listens anymore ,
not that no one reads
its justs that no one listens.
not that they dont want to
maybe they cant
Its feel so far that i dunoe if you are there
the beauty of life
Some nights i wake up and dunoe where we are
not only you stopped talking , you entered and you went back out
a phonecall a day.
i got shy of the beeping tone
i just stood there , just stood there
writing a letter that would not be post
all my life i have been waiting for sumone to listen ,
you took so long to come.
So many things happened while i was waiting ,
some of which would not go away
It is as near to you as your life
but you can never wholly know it.
losing a contest doesnt mean you lack talent
than winning one makes you as repelled
All your life you will be judge
none of it matters than the condition of your soul
and that it remains intact.
my dad called my mum when it was raining heavily , he wanted to pick her up at
the bus stop with an umbrella and he just came back from work.
i shall end this with my dad's word
sometimes this thought
comes to my mind
that you made just for me
that you were among the stars
up in heaven and
brought down to earth just for me
@ 8:35 PM
not that there had been a lack of action in my life
there was a great deal of it
I guess its bcoz nobody listens anymore ,
not that no one reads
its justs that no one listens.
not that they dont want to
maybe they cant
Its feel so far that i dunoe if you are there
the beauty of life
Some nights i wake up and dunoe where we are
not only you stopped talking , you entered and you went back out
a phonecall a day.
i got shy of the beeping tone
i just stood there , just stood there
writing a letter that would not be post
all my life i have been waiting for sumone to listen ,
you took so long to come.
So many things happened while i was waiting ,
some of which would not go away
It is as near to you as your life
but you can never wholly know it.
losing a contest doesnt mean you lack talent
than winning one makes you as repelled
All your life you will be judge
none of it matters than the condition of your soul
and that it remains intact.
my dad called my mum when it was raining heavily , he wanted to pick her up at
the bus stop with an umbrella and he just came back from work.
i shall end this with my dad's word
sometimes this thought
comes to my mind
that you made just for me
that you were among the stars
up in heaven and
brought down to earth just for me
@ 8:35 PM
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it OK
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
Chorus :In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you feel
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the Angel, may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escape one last time
It's easier to believeIn this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees
@ 2:41 AM
For the break that will make it OK
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
Chorus :In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you feel
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the Angel, may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escape one last time
It's easier to believeIn this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees
@ 2:41 AM
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Glory, glory, Man United,
Glory, glory, Man United,
Glory, glory, Man United,
As the Reds go marching on, on, on
dont try to beat me in everything.i dont want to win
life is not a competition for me.
if it is for you then good..dont compete with me..i am just living happily
@ 2:11 AM
Glory, glory, Man United,
Glory, glory, Man United,
As the Reds go marching on, on, on
dont try to beat me in everything.i dont want to win
life is not a competition for me.
if it is for you then good..dont compete with me..i am just living happily
@ 2:11 AM
Sunday, August 5, 2007
i spoke to a few friends , well maybe i have been very oblivious to this fact
A girl marrying a guy because of his wealth
i questioned those few friends that i was with and they said it was alright for them.
it set me thinking
well i guess if the guy was offering money as the initial attraction factor then i suppose its ok i guess.
but isnt it fake.
well whats right and what wrong , its only how you feel abt it.
but remember you are marrying the money not him.
dont go as low as that
money cant buy you alright
everyone is more of worth than money
not that im against money , i love money
but i dont want to marry money
but i guess many others are marrying for the wrong reasons , whatever floats everyone else's boat i guess.hahz
@ 1:05 PM
A girl marrying a guy because of his wealth
i questioned those few friends that i was with and they said it was alright for them.
it set me thinking
well i guess if the guy was offering money as the initial attraction factor then i suppose its ok i guess.
but isnt it fake.
well whats right and what wrong , its only how you feel abt it.
but remember you are marrying the money not him.
dont go as low as that
money cant buy you alright
everyone is more of worth than money
not that im against money , i love money
but i dont want to marry money
but i guess many others are marrying for the wrong reasons , whatever floats everyone else's boat i guess.hahz
@ 1:05 PM
Friday, August 3, 2007
To go away doesnt mean its to be renounce
keeping quiet doesnt mean i've lost
being sober doesnt mean i have to convince
the fact you've changed doesnt mean i have given up
some things must be broken before they can be fixed
if you love a bird dont clip them to a cage , let them explore the world
Lovingly and carefully letting go;
does not mean you have no concern for your beloved bird in the cage.
You are just recognizing the fact that the
bird has reached an independent age.
Yes, we have disabilities that we must learn to live with.
But we choose to live in the world, outside the cage,
where we have a chance to live in surroundings we have the option to gauge
if you love sumone , set them free
if they come back then its meant to be
to be truly in love,
you realize that you have to take the good with the bad.
that calls for a lot of compromise
and even times where you just got to swallow your pride.
pride hell yea.
i dint want you to make mistakes , i thought that was the way to protect you
i guess thats my mistake
go out to the world
make ur mistakes , make your laughs
keep on laughing , pls do
if u fail, the berth is still vacant
i'll act like as if the ship never left
dont be afraid to make mistakes aye'
if you can get the same feeling or better for anyone else pls go ahead
just dont be fake abt what is said.
the road to hell was paved with good intention all along
i'll go home and be a better boy although sometimes its tricky
aft this more positive post , i promise
@ 6:38 PM
keeping quiet doesnt mean i've lost
being sober doesnt mean i have to convince
the fact you've changed doesnt mean i have given up
some things must be broken before they can be fixed
if you love a bird dont clip them to a cage , let them explore the world
Lovingly and carefully letting go;
does not mean you have no concern for your beloved bird in the cage.
You are just recognizing the fact that the
bird has reached an independent age.
Yes, we have disabilities that we must learn to live with.
But we choose to live in the world, outside the cage,
where we have a chance to live in surroundings we have the option to gauge
if you love sumone , set them free
if they come back then its meant to be
to be truly in love,
you realize that you have to take the good with the bad.
that calls for a lot of compromise
and even times where you just got to swallow your pride.
pride hell yea.
i dint want you to make mistakes , i thought that was the way to protect you
i guess thats my mistake
go out to the world
make ur mistakes , make your laughs
keep on laughing , pls do
if u fail, the berth is still vacant
i'll act like as if the ship never left
dont be afraid to make mistakes aye'
if you can get the same feeling or better for anyone else pls go ahead
just dont be fake abt what is said.
the road to hell was paved with good intention all along
i'll go home and be a better boy although sometimes its tricky
aft this more positive post , i promise
@ 6:38 PM
Thursday, August 2, 2007
Wake up hans , wake up
Till Death do me part
some people dedicate their life to greed
others to family , to knowledge , or spirutiality
to humankind , sports and music
or any other niche in which you preach
i dedicated my life to you.
i walk this road many other men have walked before me
i am a warrior
i lay my sword down to sleep.
when you say your prayers try to understand i make mistakes im just a man.
hans/haniff/hansukie
if this is my ending i bow to the audience and seek redemption
I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set offto seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine
In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one,
and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.
@ 10:11 PM
Till Death do me part
some people dedicate their life to greed
others to family , to knowledge , or spirutiality
to humankind , sports and music
or any other niche in which you preach
i dedicated my life to you.
i walk this road many other men have walked before me
i am a warrior
i lay my sword down to sleep.
when you say your prayers try to understand i make mistakes im just a man.
hans/haniff/hansukie
if this is my ending i bow to the audience and seek redemption
I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set offto seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine
In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one,
and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.
@ 10:11 PM
For everything there must come a last.
A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year.
A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer.
A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage...
Or even the last words written on a page.
But the worst last thing is your last breath
because what is to follow will surely be your death
@ 6:39 PM
A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year.
A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer.
A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage...
Or even the last words written on a page.
But the worst last thing is your last breath
because what is to follow will surely be your death
@ 6:39 PM
What has my life come down to .
Am I to be happy?
I dwell so deep within myself
that I have never seen the light of day.
The past never happened,the future will never come,and the present isn't real.
Depression is a part of everyday life.
The birds chirp for someone else,
The day warms the lives of everyone,but me.
Happiness lies near,but my mind won't let my heart reach for it,
and happiness never knew.
I live in a prison,solitary confinement.
Fear is my guard.
Nothing stops happiness from reaching me,only me from it.
I am sure that if I can ever grasp it
that the barrier will be forever shattered.
How do you break through invisible bars?
What is it like to touch something you've never had?
I am confined to myself,Just me and my sadness.
@ 3:01 PM
Am I to be happy?
I dwell so deep within myself
that I have never seen the light of day.
The past never happened,the future will never come,and the present isn't real.
Depression is a part of everyday life.
The birds chirp for someone else,
The day warms the lives of everyone,but me.
Happiness lies near,but my mind won't let my heart reach for it,
and happiness never knew.
I live in a prison,solitary confinement.
Fear is my guard.
Nothing stops happiness from reaching me,only me from it.
I am sure that if I can ever grasp it
that the barrier will be forever shattered.
How do you break through invisible bars?
What is it like to touch something you've never had?
I am confined to myself,Just me and my sadness.
@ 3:01 PM