Tuesday, July 10, 2007
While growing up i was close to namely two people
till today they are still very dear to me
my sister and my mother
notice the hierachyal
though we arent as close now
they taught me one impt thing that guys are jerks
my mum would go saying "all guys are the same they are this this this ,
they would do this this this"and i would sit in silence and said to myself that one day
one fine day i would prove her wrong
im not like any other guys , i wont hurt girls
while growing up i would often see my sister crying at her room and try coaxing by hugging her
i promise that i wont hurt girls
it pained me so much to see my sister cryin
i cried too sometimes with her cause i love her
i din understood the tears at that time
suddenly it came to me that i've became the men that i grew up detesting
even if i dont do it on purpose and intentionally
even if i dont do evil stuff to them
even if im not as mean as other guys
i still hurt themi hurt them emotionally which is as bad
I quote from tricia "hans its easy to find you , just find the trails of broken hearts"
im really sorry to all the girls i've hurt
i really am
i mean not just recently
there were alot of girls in the past that i've hur
ti didnt understand what it was abou
it took me so long to understand something so simple
to justify my sories and to stop being one ,
i hans am gonna stay away from all girls* emotionally
till i get my acts right
i dunoe hw long its gonna take me
but i shall i'll try my best man
to all that know me personally
u all know this is going to be a big step in life for me
cause when theres hans there girls
well , they would be girls
but there wont be emotions
im shutting the system down in a way or rather
to all who thinks this decision is stupid, impulsive and childish and have somethings to say
lick the stamp paste it on the complaints
and send it to some other people who cares
because well i dont really give a ratass about it anymore
thats the way its going to be.
i'll still have friends thou
well,im not perfect and i gladly accept it
*refers to except steph*(understand yea my friends would)
to those who dont understand call me but refer to next para
so anyway i lost my cellphone
or rather sumone stole it*god bless the soul of the person who took it
enrich his mind with good thoughts in the future
so i would be out of contact just contact FAR to contact me
he'll know where to find me
im taking this chance to be alone and with friends
to find myself
to improve on myself
to knowledgedify myself
to open myself
to make me a better man cause my soul feels shame
but i would grow thru this pain lord im doing all i can to be a better man
im gonna concerntrate on three things namely ; soccer , gym and motorbike
i also realise the reason why im sad about losing my phone , im losing ur msgs two of them , our pictures and the recording but who cares, u dont , i do
all my post after this and including this is very jibberish and crappy so to those not interested you are not obliged to read its just my thoughts and maybe some other ppls thought.so remember it was ur choice.so if u cant take dont talk it
@ 3:38 PM
till today they are still very dear to me
my sister and my mother
notice the hierachyal
though we arent as close now
they taught me one impt thing that guys are jerks
my mum would go saying "all guys are the same they are this this this ,
they would do this this this"and i would sit in silence and said to myself that one day
one fine day i would prove her wrong
im not like any other guys , i wont hurt girls
while growing up i would often see my sister crying at her room and try coaxing by hugging her
i promise that i wont hurt girls
it pained me so much to see my sister cryin
i cried too sometimes with her cause i love her
i din understood the tears at that time
suddenly it came to me that i've became the men that i grew up detesting
even if i dont do it on purpose and intentionally
even if i dont do evil stuff to them
even if im not as mean as other guys
i still hurt themi hurt them emotionally which is as bad
I quote from tricia "hans its easy to find you , just find the trails of broken hearts"
im really sorry to all the girls i've hurt
i really am
i mean not just recently
there were alot of girls in the past that i've hur
ti didnt understand what it was abou
it took me so long to understand something so simple
to justify my sories and to stop being one ,
i hans am gonna stay away from all girls* emotionally
till i get my acts right
i dunoe hw long its gonna take me
but i shall i'll try my best man
to all that know me personally
u all know this is going to be a big step in life for me
cause when theres hans there girls
well , they would be girls
but there wont be emotions
im shutting the system down in a way or rather
to all who thinks this decision is stupid, impulsive and childish and have somethings to say
lick the stamp paste it on the complaints
and send it to some other people who cares
because well i dont really give a ratass about it anymore
thats the way its going to be.
i'll still have friends thou
well,im not perfect and i gladly accept it
*refers to except steph*(understand yea my friends would)
to those who dont understand call me but refer to next para
so anyway i lost my cellphone
or rather sumone stole it*god bless the soul of the person who took it
enrich his mind with good thoughts in the future
so i would be out of contact just contact FAR to contact me
he'll know where to find me
im taking this chance to be alone and with friends
to find myself
to improve on myself
to knowledgedify myself
to open myself
to make me a better man cause my soul feels shame
but i would grow thru this pain lord im doing all i can to be a better man
im gonna concerntrate on three things namely ; soccer , gym and motorbike
i also realise the reason why im sad about losing my phone , im losing ur msgs two of them , our pictures and the recording but who cares, u dont , i do
all my post after this and including this is very jibberish and crappy so to those not interested you are not obliged to read its just my thoughts and maybe some other ppls thought.so remember it was ur choice.so if u cant take dont talk it
@ 3:38 PM
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