Saturday, June 30, 2007
My feets has finally landed on the grounds that it had set to jump upon
I am proud of who i am
what makes me
and where i came from.
and hopefully all my actions in future
i have nothing to prove to anyone
and seek no validations for any of my actions
it took a while for me to realise that but im glad i did
some never do.
i dont blame you for not comforting me when im sad
but i blame you for not giving me the chance to comfort u when u are
i know i wasnt there then doesnt mean i cudnt start.seriously
i am going to to start to play soccer again.
"Saying I love you,Is not the words,I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,it would be to show me how you feel,
More than words,is all you have to do,to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,
What would you do,if my heart was torn in two,
More than words to show you feel,That your love for me is real,
What would you say,if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,It's the things you do,oh yeah,
It's more than words,It's more than what you say,It's the things you do,oh yeah,
Now that I've tried to,talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,"
dont let me go
@ 10:13 PM
I am proud of who i am
what makes me
and where i came from.
and hopefully all my actions in future
i have nothing to prove to anyone
and seek no validations for any of my actions
it took a while for me to realise that but im glad i did
some never do.
i dont blame you for not comforting me when im sad
but i blame you for not giving me the chance to comfort u when u are
i know i wasnt there then doesnt mean i cudnt start.seriously
i am going to to start to play soccer again.
"Saying I love you,Is not the words,I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,it would be to show me how you feel,
More than words,is all you have to do,to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,
What would you do,if my heart was torn in two,
More than words to show you feel,That your love for me is real,
What would you say,if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,It's the things you do,oh yeah,
It's more than words,It's more than what you say,It's the things you do,oh yeah,
Now that I've tried to,talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,"
dont let me go
@ 10:13 PM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
"after dropping by at a certain friend's blog
i was surprised.
at the emotions, the confessions.
my strong confident smart friend.
he must know what penning them down would mean
and he went away and did it.
i swear its an absolutely lie when we blog something down and convince ourselves no one will see it.
in reality we want it known.
so why? this sudden decision?
i realised i havent really picked up your calls.
and could it be at times you needed a comforting voice.
im so sorry...
nothing destroys and builds us more than love
nothing lifts and drops us faster than love
nothing.
we all plead for help eventually when the heart is bruised.
we all do."
thank you cally..i love our friendship =)
@ 12:09 PM
i was surprised.
at the emotions, the confessions.
my strong confident smart friend.
he must know what penning them down would mean
and he went away and did it.
i swear its an absolutely lie when we blog something down and convince ourselves no one will see it.
in reality we want it known.
so why? this sudden decision?
i realised i havent really picked up your calls.
and could it be at times you needed a comforting voice.
im so sorry...
nothing destroys and builds us more than love
nothing lifts and drops us faster than love
nothing.
we all plead for help eventually when the heart is bruised.
we all do."
thank you cally..i love our friendship =)
@ 12:09 PM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Tuesday we had our presentation
and it was a good one on it
the teacher was impressed and we ourselves were impress
as the effort put in was meagre
more than justifying our efforts
so went for lunch then i went my sis house ended up slping there as was so slpy
so when i woke up i met my friends with at tamp intc area
we talked about life and all,was fun aye
so with far we met fiona and trish
we talked then aft that went hm
cooked with far ahahah
there was alot of food
a haven of sorts ahahhaha
everyone had what they wanted
so yea everyone left at about four
today was just the family.
@ 9:11 PM
and it was a good one on it
the teacher was impressed and we ourselves were impress
as the effort put in was meagre
more than justifying our efforts
so went for lunch then i went my sis house ended up slping there as was so slpy
so when i woke up i met my friends with at tamp intc area
we talked about life and all,was fun aye
so with far we met fiona and trish
we talked then aft that went hm
cooked with far ahahah
there was alot of food
a haven of sorts ahahhaha
everyone had what they wanted
so yea everyone left at about four
today was just the family.
@ 9:11 PM
me and andy
so before my so called suspensioni went to butterfact and mos on saturday
i chilled at the coffee club to drink some tea with khye and andy while waiting for ziggy
to finish his model meeting kinda shit
and so we drank
aft ziggy reach we head to mos and chilled at sky to talk
after going to 54 to grab our drinks we find it rather boring so we went ahead to
butter factory , it was a hassle to walk luckily andy was driving
my first time there
quite cool thou i basically just talked to andy as the other two were at m studios for a while
it was nice talkin to andy , he is quite matured.
so after some time we drove back to mos to met up with other friends
so smoove it was and all
at about 3 plus i seriously felt bored so i excuse myself for the night
i just basically walk around clarque quay area haha
rather nostalgic though haha
so sunday met an old friend faith at new york pizza for dinner
we seriously did some catchin up
haha i took the wrong bus hm.
so ended up walkin coz it was the last bus
cudnt really slpt that night
"thing is i dont, i dont believe u do"
u stop believing in me, i didnt
so monday went to do project with far we ended doing more crap
but we did finish what we came to do
we went bubble tea , lunch , vivo city , town , little india , macdonalds
and a small bit doing our project
so at night we met up again and chilled at georges
met tricia and sarah there
haha we made a new friend cameron a 31 year old aussie
one cool bloke
so played some pool, word dojo alll in all was cool
so chill there till about three plus then we took a cab home
@ 7:50 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
"Yesterday
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believeIn yesterday
Why she
Had to go I don't know
She wouldn't say
I said Something wrong now I long for yesterday
Yesterday
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believeIn yesterday"
"It's better to burn out than fade away"-Kurt Cobain
@ 1:58 AM
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believeIn yesterday
Why she
Had to go I don't know
She wouldn't say
I said Something wrong now I long for yesterday
Yesterday
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believeIn yesterday"
"It's better to burn out than fade away"-Kurt Cobain
@ 1:58 AM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
pls stop hurting me
sometimes i really canot take it
dont keep me hanging
pls
"everyone is gonna hurt u..u jus need to figure who's is worth the pain"
alifya msn nick
@ 11:51 PM
sometimes i really canot take it
dont keep me hanging
pls
"everyone is gonna hurt u..u jus need to figure who's is worth the pain"
alifya msn nick
@ 11:51 PM
As of today onwards me i intend to quit clubbing under all circumstances.
Dont get me wrong im not quiting for any reasons
Im quiting for my ownself
I had my times
@ 4:03 PM
Dont get me wrong im not quiting for any reasons
Im quiting for my ownself
I had my times
@ 4:03 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
you still affect me the same way you did
but i lost all rights to get affected aint it?
"Sometimes we got to take chances, go ahead and do it.
Or risk missing an opportunity"
i quote this from winnie leong's blog
so what if im sorry?
i totally get you
one day when my chance come u'll see
till then i'll figure
Everyday i want to give up but i cant
you're too much to give up
@ 5:11 PM
but i lost all rights to get affected aint it?
"Sometimes we got to take chances, go ahead and do it.
Or risk missing an opportunity"
i quote this from winnie leong's blog
so what if im sorry?
i totally get you
one day when my chance come u'll see
till then i'll figure
Everyday i want to give up but i cant
you're too much to give up
@ 5:11 PM
Everyday i will have different perspectives different thoughts different emotions
but thinking about you is always a constant
While chilling at sarah's rooftop i realise how important friendship is
and sarah is a cool mix egyptian plus chinese
even tho ur friends are in a wreck
a friend in need is a friend indeed
btw the rooftop is damm nice,there were alot of stars
and its sort of exciting to climb
Wedding crasher
watched it in the aftnoon
i respect the guy , he really loves the girl he'll do anything
the guy dint gave up
i wont either
i think i have issues
i hate people who are ignorant with language
like they use wrong words for wrong ocassions
or spell wrgly
dont try to run when u cant walk
you are my sunshine my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are grey
you never know dear how much i love you
pls dont take my sunshine away
ps: there's still 30 000 child soldiers in africa still waiting to be saved
@ 1:32 AM
but thinking about you is always a constant
While chilling at sarah's rooftop i realise how important friendship is
and sarah is a cool mix egyptian plus chinese
even tho ur friends are in a wreck
a friend in need is a friend indeed
btw the rooftop is damm nice,there were alot of stars
and its sort of exciting to climb
Wedding crasher
watched it in the aftnoon
i respect the guy , he really loves the girl he'll do anything
the guy dint gave up
i wont either
i think i have issues
i hate people who are ignorant with language
like they use wrong words for wrong ocassions
or spell wrgly
dont try to run when u cant walk
you are my sunshine my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are grey
you never know dear how much i love you
pls dont take my sunshine away
ps: there's still 30 000 child soldiers in africa still waiting to be saved
@ 1:32 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around,
I tell you now they don't mean a thing.
Ev'ry place I go I'll think of you,
Ev'ry song I sing I'll sing for you,
When I come back I'll bring your wedding ring.
So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane,Don't know when I'll be back again,Oh, babe, I hate to go.
@ 12:53 PM
So many times I've played around,
I tell you now they don't mean a thing.
Ev'ry place I go I'll think of you,
Ev'ry song I sing I'll sing for you,
When I come back I'll bring your wedding ring.
So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane,Don't know when I'll be back again,Oh, babe, I hate to go.
@ 12:53 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
"Someone who love the other will want em back. will try all odds to do it. will gamble everything just for that line of hope."
You are important afterall
its ok i still have moo
after you have tried all ways to forget
you can just sit and wait for whats there to happen - hans
i want to be nice to the world so that one day all of them will help me in this noble quest of mine
@ 10:01 PM
You are important afterall
its ok i still have moo
after you have tried all ways to forget
you can just sit and wait for whats there to happen - hans
i want to be nice to the world so that one day all of them will help me in this noble quest of mine
@ 10:01 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Life is like a movie of sorts
You can only choose one
up to you what you want
problem is people dont really know what they want
uhuh so take ur time choosing the dvd read the synopsis
it does helps abit
my problem is that i want to be the hero in too many different stories
and i get lost in between them
haha we still talkin about dvds right
anyway since we are on it
i am going to recommend four dvds
GONE
A unique screenplay movie with a guys perspective on things
recommended for girls would open ur eyes to whats on guys mind the good and the bad
BREACH
A true story on how a fbi agent sold stories to the russians and got caught doing it only after
twenty years.A smart guy i would say
A GOOD YEAR
A love story between a fast paced english men to a french women
He slows down and embraces the simple and most precious pleasures of life
A very real movie
THE PAINTED VEIL
It a sort of show that can make u cry
And Edward Norton the actor of american histrory x is having another fantastic display
at the painted veil but expect less action
Its about a couple who only love each other after they got married and it wasnt an arranged marriage.
forgive my lips for they find joy in the most unusual place
@ 3:45 PM
You can only choose one
up to you what you want
problem is people dont really know what they want
uhuh so take ur time choosing the dvd read the synopsis
it does helps abit
my problem is that i want to be the hero in too many different stories
and i get lost in between them
haha we still talkin about dvds right
anyway since we are on it
i am going to recommend four dvds
GONE
A unique screenplay movie with a guys perspective on things
recommended for girls would open ur eyes to whats on guys mind the good and the bad
BREACH
A true story on how a fbi agent sold stories to the russians and got caught doing it only after
twenty years.A smart guy i would say
A GOOD YEAR
A love story between a fast paced english men to a french women
He slows down and embraces the simple and most precious pleasures of life
A very real movie
THE PAINTED VEIL
It a sort of show that can make u cry
And Edward Norton the actor of american histrory x is having another fantastic display
at the painted veil but expect less action
Its about a couple who only love each other after they got married and it wasnt an arranged marriage.
forgive my lips for they find joy in the most unusual place
@ 3:45 PM
so i went to jb right, and as usual i'll put chewing gums and dvds and burgers to bring hm
*cooked meat arent allowed to be brought back to sg
so after i had my passport chopped biometricly
i went to the x-ray place
im startin to panic usually i put all this in the car and they wont care
but oops im not in the car now
so i went to the shortest line
oops another mistake
it was a girls line
nothing bad about it but girls are too proffesional at work
the whole line was girls it was like powerpuff girls manning the x-ray line
so i put my bag in the x-ray machine she told me to stop and wait for my bag to be checked
so now another girl is gonna check my bag.
i had to walk to her, so i purposely dropped the basket to look silly
*i think they'll like me more if i look silly haha
she opened my bag and was greeted by suprise by all the shit in my bag
i just greeted back with a cheeky smile
she dint even say anything she just said thank you sir that'll be all
so yea i was damm thankful
luckily my family dinner was there,my computer games, my dvd,my chewing gums,my aunt anne pretzels
the course of true love would never run smooth
and ouh yea i miss steph
sometimes the greatest journey
is the distance between two people
dont mistake my silence as a weakness on my part
its a strength im trying to build
the joy in life is in the smallest things you do
im just tryin to find my better self
@ 1:06 PM
*cooked meat arent allowed to be brought back to sg
so after i had my passport chopped biometricly
i went to the x-ray place
im startin to panic usually i put all this in the car and they wont care
but oops im not in the car now
so i went to the shortest line
oops another mistake
it was a girls line
nothing bad about it but girls are too proffesional at work
the whole line was girls it was like powerpuff girls manning the x-ray line
so i put my bag in the x-ray machine she told me to stop and wait for my bag to be checked
so now another girl is gonna check my bag.
i had to walk to her, so i purposely dropped the basket to look silly
*i think they'll like me more if i look silly haha
she opened my bag and was greeted by suprise by all the shit in my bag
i just greeted back with a cheeky smile
she dint even say anything she just said thank you sir that'll be all
so yea i was damm thankful
luckily my family dinner was there,my computer games, my dvd,my chewing gums,my aunt anne pretzels
the course of true love would never run smooth
and ouh yea i miss steph
sometimes the greatest journey
is the distance between two people
dont mistake my silence as a weakness on my part
its a strength im trying to build
the joy in life is in the smallest things you do
im just tryin to find my better self
@ 1:06 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
things happen for a reason
u know the reason
just that sometimes the reason is rather sucky
or rather a case of "i dont want to comprehend it"
u just've got to play your game well
nvr stop playing
once u take the bait, thats it
never like sumone so much if you really like them so much
hahhaa(read slowly)
cause the game would cease to exist
and without your A game,
its not fair cause
it is no more you,they wont see what u're made off
sunday at sentosa it was raining heavily,
after sitting down and cursing our luck ahaha which many other people did too
we went touring/exploring of the island hahaha and slack at del mar after that
hahah this is so unnecesarry just that if anyone gets lost at sentosa
give me a call hahah cause i seriously toured
anyway my thonsilithis infection is killing me
love of money is the root of all evil
LOVE
@ 5:14 PM
u know the reason
just that sometimes the reason is rather sucky
or rather a case of "i dont want to comprehend it"
u just've got to play your game well
nvr stop playing
once u take the bait, thats it
never like sumone so much if you really like them so much
hahhaa(read slowly)
cause the game would cease to exist
and without your A game,
its not fair cause
it is no more you,they wont see what u're made off
sunday at sentosa it was raining heavily,
after sitting down and cursing our luck ahaha which many other people did too
we went touring/exploring of the island hahaha and slack at del mar after that
hahah this is so unnecesarry just that if anyone gets lost at sentosa
give me a call hahah cause i seriously toured
anyway my thonsilithis infection is killing me
love of money is the root of all evil
LOVE
@ 5:14 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
guess whos back
back again
hans is back
back again
waddup?
hahahahaha(hans laugh)
*inserts smiley face
my alter ego has been dead for so long now
i finally got back the drive the strive
no more shits no more bulls
enough of it for now
its just me and the world
i'll just fly for now
@ 10:47 PM
back again
hans is back
back again
waddup?
hahahahaha(hans laugh)
*inserts smiley face
my alter ego has been dead for so long now
i finally got back the drive the strive
no more shits no more bulls
enough of it for now
its just me and the world
i'll just fly for now
@ 10:47 PM
no point holding on to a kite that strings has already been detached
it no longer does want to be flied =)
we still talking about kites right
u remind of the girl that i once knew
not that she was the one for me
@ 2:58 PM
it no longer does want to be flied =)
we still talking about kites right
u remind of the girl that i once knew
not that she was the one for me
@ 2:58 PM
At the end of the day its ur choice
Things/mindset changes according to circumstances and situations
theres no constants
theres nothing u say today that would prevail tomorrow
bt actions are ur choice
when i thought nothing could excite me
something just comes
it seems like a game
maybe its just life own game on me
it'll pull something after giving you a bite of the taste
anyway my sis has a bet with me she told me to change my name for good
if i dont get ndp tickets ahahahaa i took it
at the end of the day its always nice to sit at macdonalds
and talk to close friends abt what had happened recently or just play chess
im startin to love chess..?game anyone...
chess is like life ; possibilities
theres too many sadness in this world..lets be happy world
it doesnt take two to be happy..it just takes yourself
@ 2:13 AM
Things/mindset changes according to circumstances and situations
theres no constants
theres nothing u say today that would prevail tomorrow
bt actions are ur choice
when i thought nothing could excite me
something just comes
it seems like a game
maybe its just life own game on me
it'll pull something after giving you a bite of the taste
anyway my sis has a bet with me she told me to change my name for good
if i dont get ndp tickets ahahahaa i took it
at the end of the day its always nice to sit at macdonalds
and talk to close friends abt what had happened recently or just play chess
im startin to love chess..?game anyone...
chess is like life ; possibilities
theres too many sadness in this world..lets be happy world
it doesnt take two to be happy..it just takes yourself
@ 2:13 AM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
words are not a best way to say things, i feel
words hit u back
like a two pronged sword
know wt i mean?
"words and words is all i have to take ur heart away"
that is a lyric of the song words by bee gees i think
words can do likewise to you
i believe sometimes word dont come up the way it should be
it gets lost in translation
the translation from the mind to the mouth system
or is it just me?
anyway pursuit of happiness is a damm good movie
anger is a killer
im goonnna swallow my anger
im goonna kill my alter ego
hulk would be dead
or rather coma
hahah he'll still come up
when he needs
in time of crisis
notice how it is pursuit of happiness and not just happiness only
theres always a pursuit
btw its inspired by a true story and i dig those type of movies
like gridiron gang..that was a nice movie too..
i felt like i was flying
@ 2:55 PM
words hit u back
like a two pronged sword
know wt i mean?
"words and words is all i have to take ur heart away"
that is a lyric of the song words by bee gees i think
words can do likewise to you
i believe sometimes word dont come up the way it should be
it gets lost in translation
the translation from the mind to the mouth system
or is it just me?
anyway pursuit of happiness is a damm good movie
anger is a killer
im goonnna swallow my anger
im goonna kill my alter ego
hulk would be dead
or rather coma
hahah he'll still come up
when he needs
in time of crisis
notice how it is pursuit of happiness and not just happiness only
theres always a pursuit
btw its inspired by a true story and i dig those type of movies
like gridiron gang..that was a nice movie too..
i felt like i was flying
@ 2:55 PM
its the end of the day
u said u'll stay
im just tryin to keep my sanity.
can u help me?
i want the old you back
i think it was great
i'll promise i wont spin this time
call me when ur ready
anyway sentosa was nice
went for lunch
went to pahlawan then siloso
haha tanned when im already so tanned doesnt make sense bt yea
it seems we were flying in the water
and i saw the rock
glad that i saw it.(memories is a bitch a pretty bitch ahaha)
haha sumone offered me soap while im bathin and i dunnoe this guy
lol bt it was nice as i dint have soap on me and also he gave shampoo too apparently
and while waiting for jen i talked to a sec sch friend was nice
went to seah im for dinner then vivo to chill and then head back hm..wooo goonna watch dvds now
haha looking forward to tmrw
adios amigos
@ 12:16 AM
u said u'll stay
im just tryin to keep my sanity.
can u help me?
i want the old you back
i think it was great
i'll promise i wont spin this time
call me when ur ready
anyway sentosa was nice
went for lunch
went to pahlawan then siloso
haha tanned when im already so tanned doesnt make sense bt yea
it seems we were flying in the water
and i saw the rock
glad that i saw it.(memories is a bitch a pretty bitch ahaha)
haha sumone offered me soap while im bathin and i dunnoe this guy
lol bt it was nice as i dint have soap on me and also he gave shampoo too apparently
and while waiting for jen i talked to a sec sch friend was nice
went to seah im for dinner then vivo to chill and then head back hm..wooo goonna watch dvds now
haha looking forward to tmrw
adios amigos
@ 12:16 AM
"there is so much more pain in this world then just my own.
my brain commands me to heal myself,
see things as they are
my heart refuses to budge from that hurtful place.
so many many days have i seen
but the pain have yet but retreated.
i feel like a diseased being walking in this desolate plain
crumbled rocks and withered greens at my feet.
weariness cloaks my bent back
a darkness follows closely with gleea
stumble is all it takes to lose sight yet again.
im so tired so bruised so often refused."
a poem from cally's blog.
@ 12:13 AM
my brain commands me to heal myself,
see things as they are
my heart refuses to budge from that hurtful place.
so many many days have i seen
but the pain have yet but retreated.
i feel like a diseased being walking in this desolate plain
crumbled rocks and withered greens at my feet.
weariness cloaks my bent back
a darkness follows closely with gleea
stumble is all it takes to lose sight yet again.
im so tired so bruised so often refused."
a poem from cally's blog.
@ 12:13 AM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Six humans trapped by circumstances,in bleak and bitter cold.
Each one possessed a stick of wood,or so the story told.
Their dying fire in need of logs,
the first man held his back,
for,of the faces around the fire,he noticed one man black.
The next man looking across the way,saw one not of his church,
and couldn't bring himself to give the fire his stick of birch.
The third one sat in tattered clothe she gave his coat a hitch.
Why should his log be put to use,to warm the idle rich?
The rich man just sat backand thought of the wealth he had in store,and how to keep what he had earnedfrom the lazy, shiftless poor.
The black man's face bespoke revengeas the fire passed from his sight,for all he saw in his stick of wood,was a chance to spite the white.
The last man of this forlorn groupdid naught except for gain,giving only to those who gave,was how he played the game.
Their logs held tight in death's still hand,was proof of human sin.
They didn't die from the cold without,they died from the cold within.
@ 1:24 AM
Each one possessed a stick of wood,or so the story told.
Their dying fire in need of logs,
the first man held his back,
for,of the faces around the fire,he noticed one man black.
The next man looking across the way,saw one not of his church,
and couldn't bring himself to give the fire his stick of birch.
The third one sat in tattered clothe she gave his coat a hitch.
Why should his log be put to use,to warm the idle rich?
The rich man just sat backand thought of the wealth he had in store,and how to keep what he had earnedfrom the lazy, shiftless poor.
The black man's face bespoke revengeas the fire passed from his sight,for all he saw in his stick of wood,was a chance to spite the white.
The last man of this forlorn groupdid naught except for gain,giving only to those who gave,was how he played the game.
Their logs held tight in death's still hand,was proof of human sin.
They didn't die from the cold without,they died from the cold within.
@ 1:24 AM
Have you ever watched kids
on a merry-go-round
Or listened to the rainslapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short
The music won't last
Do you run through each day on the fly
When you ask "How are you?"do you hear the reply?
When the day is done,do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred choresrunning through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short
The music won't last
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away...
Life is not a race.Do take it slower
Hear the musicBefore the song is over
@ 1:18 AM
on a merry-go-round
Or listened to the rainslapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short
The music won't last
Do you run through each day on the fly
When you ask "How are you?"do you hear the reply?
When the day is done,do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred choresrunning through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast
Time is short
The music won't last
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away...
Life is not a race.Do take it slower
Hear the musicBefore the song is over
@ 1:18 AM
Monday, June 11, 2007
love is temporary.
whats my sin and faults
that the fire that was lid suddenly went out
must i move on?
(a rock band)
"even though lost love is still love
i rather die than lose you"
(a girl)
Life is a cycle..i like to be sad knowing that one day i 'll be happy
(hans)
im not sad, i'm just unhappy with current situations
(a girl)
"Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it,no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your ownreason and your own common sense."
(Buddha)
"Woman will always be dependant until she holds a purse of her own."
(Elizabeth Cady Stanton)
"Time isToo slow for those who Wait,
Too swift for those who Fear,
Too long for those who Grieve,
Too short for those who Rejoice,
But for those who Love
Time is not."
(Henry Vandyke)
life is what u perceive it to be
what is it then?
isnt perception a mere illusion
perception of induviduals who perceive it the way they want to see it
(hans)
to each his own
historyboys is a nice gay movie
and i bought dvds and games at jb just now woohoo
yaying
dun love me for fun girl.
@ 7:17 PM
whats my sin and faults
that the fire that was lid suddenly went out
must i move on?
(a rock band)
"even though lost love is still love
i rather die than lose you"
(a girl)
Life is a cycle..i like to be sad knowing that one day i 'll be happy
(hans)
im not sad, i'm just unhappy with current situations
(a girl)
"Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it,no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your ownreason and your own common sense."
(Buddha)
"Woman will always be dependant until she holds a purse of her own."
(Elizabeth Cady Stanton)
"Time isToo slow for those who Wait,
Too swift for those who Fear,
Too long for those who Grieve,
Too short for those who Rejoice,
But for those who Love
Time is not."
(Henry Vandyke)
life is what u perceive it to be
what is it then?
isnt perception a mere illusion
perception of induviduals who perceive it the way they want to see it
(hans)
to each his own
historyboys is a nice gay movie
and i bought dvds and games at jb just now woohoo
yaying
dun love me for fun girl.
@ 7:17 PM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
What are some ways to resolve conflicts when in a relationship?
Communicate openly. You should freely express your views and feelings especially when you are upset about certain things. Your partner should also be encouraged to do so. At the same time, you must be willing to hear each other out and not make assumptions. The willingness and commitment to confront issues can prevent problems from getting out of hand.
Plan for a convenient time to hash out your differences. Your partner will be more willing to work out the differences with you when he or she has a say about the timing of the discussion. Rushing into a discussion simply because you feel you could not wait and discounting your partner's time constraint would likely worsen matters
Do not bring the past into a current discussion. Focus on the present issue. When you have both agreed to discuss an issue, make sure that you stay focused. Often couples tend to bring up past issues, which make it impossible to come to a resolution. Keep reminding yourself that the purpose of the discussion is to find a solution to the present issue.
Apologise when you make mistakes. To admit and accept your mistakes requires openness and courage. Your partner is more likely to appreciate such qualities and trust you more. Conversely, blaming and denying will only frustrate your partner and adversely affect the relationship.
Take a timeout before things get too heated. If you feel the anger level of either of you is rising, take a 15 minute timeout to gain a new perspective.
Thrash out issues privately. Make an agreement with your partner early on to thrash out any disagreement in a private manner. This is to avoid dragging others into your fights and putting each other on a defensive position.
Mind your words. Words have powerful impact on relationship. Think and choose your words carefully particularly when you are angry because words of anger can inflict hurt that lingers for a long time and are not easily forgotten. This is why it is important that you postpone discussing problems about the relationship when either of you is angry.
Learn to compromise. It is healthier, where possible, to have a win-win situation and one of the keys to this is through compromising. Find a middle ground, where possible on both your part. One way of doing this is for each partner to be more willing to come up with alternative solutions or modifications so as to have a greater possibility of striking a middle ground.
Accept and respect differences. There will be times that even after many discussions, you still cannot agree on something. In those instances it is wiser to agree to disagree instead of getting upset with the differences.
When you are in a middle of a disagreement, remind yourself of the importance of your partner in your life. This does not mean that you compromise your self-respect or bend over backwards for your partner. It means to keep the value of this person in your mind during an argument. This will more likely prevent you from saying or doing something which you might regret later.
Learn to forgive and let bygones be bygones. When an issue has been thrashed out and your partner has accepted his or her responsibility, it is important to learn to let go and not dig it up again.
@ 2:16 PM
Communicate openly. You should freely express your views and feelings especially when you are upset about certain things. Your partner should also be encouraged to do so. At the same time, you must be willing to hear each other out and not make assumptions. The willingness and commitment to confront issues can prevent problems from getting out of hand.
Plan for a convenient time to hash out your differences. Your partner will be more willing to work out the differences with you when he or she has a say about the timing of the discussion. Rushing into a discussion simply because you feel you could not wait and discounting your partner's time constraint would likely worsen matters
Do not bring the past into a current discussion. Focus on the present issue. When you have both agreed to discuss an issue, make sure that you stay focused. Often couples tend to bring up past issues, which make it impossible to come to a resolution. Keep reminding yourself that the purpose of the discussion is to find a solution to the present issue.
Apologise when you make mistakes. To admit and accept your mistakes requires openness and courage. Your partner is more likely to appreciate such qualities and trust you more. Conversely, blaming and denying will only frustrate your partner and adversely affect the relationship.
Take a timeout before things get too heated. If you feel the anger level of either of you is rising, take a 15 minute timeout to gain a new perspective.
Thrash out issues privately. Make an agreement with your partner early on to thrash out any disagreement in a private manner. This is to avoid dragging others into your fights and putting each other on a defensive position.
Mind your words. Words have powerful impact on relationship. Think and choose your words carefully particularly when you are angry because words of anger can inflict hurt that lingers for a long time and are not easily forgotten. This is why it is important that you postpone discussing problems about the relationship when either of you is angry.
Learn to compromise. It is healthier, where possible, to have a win-win situation and one of the keys to this is through compromising. Find a middle ground, where possible on both your part. One way of doing this is for each partner to be more willing to come up with alternative solutions or modifications so as to have a greater possibility of striking a middle ground.
Accept and respect differences. There will be times that even after many discussions, you still cannot agree on something. In those instances it is wiser to agree to disagree instead of getting upset with the differences.
When you are in a middle of a disagreement, remind yourself of the importance of your partner in your life. This does not mean that you compromise your self-respect or bend over backwards for your partner. It means to keep the value of this person in your mind during an argument. This will more likely prevent you from saying or doing something which you might regret later.
Learn to forgive and let bygones be bygones. When an issue has been thrashed out and your partner has accepted his or her responsibility, it is important to learn to let go and not dig it up again.
@ 2:16 PM
Saturday, June 9, 2007
My grandparents were married for over half a century, and played their own special game from the time they had met each other. The goal of their game was to write the word "shmily" in a surprise place for the other to find. They took turns leaving "shmily" around the house, and as soon as one of them discovered it, it was their turn to hide it once more.They dragged "shmily" with their fingers through the sugar and flour containers to await whoever waspreparing the next meal. They smeared it in the dew on the windows overlooking the patio where my grandma always fed us warm, homemade pudding with blue food coloring. "Shmily" was written in the steam left on the mirror after a hot shower, where it would reappear bath after bath. At one point, my grandmother even unrolled an entire roll of toilet paper to leave "shmily" on the very last sheetThere was no end to the places "shmily" would pop up. Little notes with "shmily" scribbled hurriedly were found on dashboards and car seats, or taped to steering wheels. The notes were stuffed inside shoes and left under pillows."Shmily" was written in the dust upon the mantel and traced in the ashes of the fireplace. This mysterious word was as much a part of my grandparents' house as the furniture. It took me a long time before I was able to fully appreciate my grandparents' game. Skepticism has kept me from believing in true love-one that is pure and enduring. However, I never doubted my grandparents' relationship. They had love down pat.
It was more than their flirtatious little games; it was a way of life. Their relationship was based on a devotion and passionate affection which not everyone is lucky enough to experience.Grandma and Grandpa held hands every chance they could. They stole kisses as they bumped into each other in their tiny kitchen. They finished each other's sentences and shared the daily crossword puzzle and word jumble. My grandma whispered to me about how cute my grandpa was, how handsome and old he had grown to be. She claimed that she really knew "how to pick 'em." Before every meal they bowed their heads and gave thanks, marveling at their blessings: a wonderful family, good fortune, and each other.But there was a dark cloud in my grandparents' life: my grandmother had breast cancer. The disease had first appeared ten years earlier. As always, Grandpa was with her every step of the way. He comforted her in their yellow room, painted that way so that she could always be surrounded by sunshine, even when she was too sick to go outside. Now the cancer was again attacking her body. With the help of a cane and my grandfather's steady hand, they went to church every morning. But my grandmother grew steadily weaker until, finally, she could not leave the house anymore. For a while, Grandpa would go to church alone, praying to God to watch over his wife. Then one day, what we all dreaded finally happened.Grandma was gone. "Shmily." was scrawled in yellow on the pink ribbons of my grandmother's funeral bouquet.As the crowd thinned and the last mourners turned to leave, my aunts, uncles, cousins and other family members came forward and gathered around Grandma one last time. Grandpa stepped up to my grandmother's casket and, taking a shaky breath, he began to sing to her. Through his tears and grief, the song came, a deep and throaty lullaby. Shaking with my own sorrow, I will never forget that moment. For I knew that, although I couldn't begin to fathom the depth of their love, I had been privileged to witness its unmatched beauty
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.I'll meet you when my chores are through;I don't know how long I'll be.But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.And between now and then, till I see you again,I'll be loving you. Love, me.
@ 10:54 PM
It was more than their flirtatious little games; it was a way of life. Their relationship was based on a devotion and passionate affection which not everyone is lucky enough to experience.Grandma and Grandpa held hands every chance they could. They stole kisses as they bumped into each other in their tiny kitchen. They finished each other's sentences and shared the daily crossword puzzle and word jumble. My grandma whispered to me about how cute my grandpa was, how handsome and old he had grown to be. She claimed that she really knew "how to pick 'em." Before every meal they bowed their heads and gave thanks, marveling at their blessings: a wonderful family, good fortune, and each other.But there was a dark cloud in my grandparents' life: my grandmother had breast cancer. The disease had first appeared ten years earlier. As always, Grandpa was with her every step of the way. He comforted her in their yellow room, painted that way so that she could always be surrounded by sunshine, even when she was too sick to go outside. Now the cancer was again attacking her body. With the help of a cane and my grandfather's steady hand, they went to church every morning. But my grandmother grew steadily weaker until, finally, she could not leave the house anymore. For a while, Grandpa would go to church alone, praying to God to watch over his wife. Then one day, what we all dreaded finally happened.Grandma was gone. "Shmily." was scrawled in yellow on the pink ribbons of my grandmother's funeral bouquet.As the crowd thinned and the last mourners turned to leave, my aunts, uncles, cousins and other family members came forward and gathered around Grandma one last time. Grandpa stepped up to my grandmother's casket and, taking a shaky breath, he began to sing to her. Through his tears and grief, the song came, a deep and throaty lullaby. Shaking with my own sorrow, I will never forget that moment. For I knew that, although I couldn't begin to fathom the depth of their love, I had been privileged to witness its unmatched beauty
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.I'll meet you when my chores are through;I don't know how long I'll be.But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.And between now and then, till I see you again,I'll be loving you. Love, me.
@ 10:54 PM
din really do much for my friday, met jen at sengkang went tampines to eat lunch at new york pizza then chill at starbucks met sec sch frens there. went to hougang later on for seafood dinner with jen sec schmates.so aft that we head for our midnight movie men in white ahahah seriously damm crap..so yea for my sat i just spend it at hm so far catching up, reading watching dvds mostly a timeout for myself kinda finding myself ahhaha..so yea here are some pics i though i should post up jen sent me an mms in the middle of the night saying hans in fruits and nuts that is sweet then she made a milo oatmeal heartshape sign and she bought me a flower the other time i went out with her.the auntie that we were buying the food from said i look like a sunflower ahahah wth?haha so yea and yea i miss my friends.. so yea heading down to mos with val,jiron; le effect after this blog post gonna bath and go
@ 10:35 PM
@ 10:35 PM
Thursday, June 7, 2007
so today i had to drag myself to go to work..
when i reached there wasnt that bad
i did my work and sang to the radio like usual
then i had my lunch at c south nt bad woohoo
the ambience was good
i realise that my knowledge of singapore is quite profound
i left work earlier to go for my common test so did it and aft that
with far tagging along i went to lil india to had my dinner
we ate indian food and tea
woooo quite interesting
so both of us went back to my house
on the journey back hm i played fars gta on his psp
its so damm addictive
hahahah he got his 500 dollars ipod stolen
u been had man..sleep on that
supposedly to study but we ended up eating, playing game, chatting and everything else
but study thats so typical hahah
thats why far make a good study buddy cause theres no studyin involve which makes it not boring at all..so i am goonnna post pics of past events of mine so enjoy yea
btw shane valerio is going to dentention barrack
kudos mate ahahah
to all male ns man : detention barracks is worse than prison dun "keng" during ns
hes goonnna be there for one f month
enjoy
just me
me and veron
esther and me
me and kawai sign
at club home with tp people
jen jen and me
my side view..i like my nose here
i look f gay omg
and now i look jewish
@ 12:13 AM
when i reached there wasnt that bad
i did my work and sang to the radio like usual
then i had my lunch at c south nt bad woohoo
the ambience was good
i realise that my knowledge of singapore is quite profound
i left work earlier to go for my common test so did it and aft that
with far tagging along i went to lil india to had my dinner
we ate indian food and tea
woooo quite interesting
so both of us went back to my house
on the journey back hm i played fars gta on his psp
its so damm addictive
hahahah he got his 500 dollars ipod stolen
u been had man..sleep on that
supposedly to study but we ended up eating, playing game, chatting and everything else
but study thats so typical hahah
thats why far make a good study buddy cause theres no studyin involve which makes it not boring at all..so i am goonnna post pics of past events of mine so enjoy yea
btw shane valerio is going to dentention barrack
kudos mate ahahah
to all male ns man : detention barracks is worse than prison dun "keng" during ns
hes goonnna be there for one f month
enjoy
just me
me and veron
esther and me
me and kawai sign
at club home with tp people
jen jen and me
my side view..i like my nose here
i look f gay omg
and now i look jewish
@ 12:13 AM
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
me talking to a friend who called me at night telling me he forgot about common test and is going to take an mc.hence the expression on the face
@ 1:13 AM
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
sat morning i went ikea with family.
we ended up buying the wardbrobe at nova
fri then its comin
after that, lunch was at changi village with sister and her family
savouring the delicacies there was a treat for the stomach
i went hm to sleep and prepare for zouk at night
"philosophy on life is very subjective"
so yea at night was zouk went with far joel and jen
went with jen on cab uncle was damm cute
he was like talking to me non stop
like know each other ten years
we sat outside zouk and talk most of the time
bt it was fun dancing with drunk friends.
haha far was pissed drunk that time btw
when is he not drunk?
far far ish ish
aft that shared a cab with jen hm.
sun i slept till aftnoon then i woke up to hve dinner at pastamania
my pasta is like filled with tobasco
i am mr tobasco now ahaha
untill sumone can eat more tobasco then me
im serious call me
aft tt jz chill at tm till late
so monday i went to tp and chill there
aft which i went to pasir ris beach
tuesday i went to play games at tp
and surf their net wohoo
aft tt went to cs for dinner
wed night i went to nicole chens bday there was too many people that night was chaotic
*nicole is some model i met at mos
i had to fight for a taxi literally cause i was rushing to j.kayu to eat suppper
so aft supper headed home slept my whole day in since its was a public slpday
oops i mean holiday
thank god for buddhist
so we can get to celebrate vesak day =)
later in the evening i went to marina then the esplanade to chill there
haha i played daidee
they were damm good players
i mean not cheaters
and trust me i am good at daidee
so aft that i went to this memorial place to watch the sunset
aft which i went to bedok corner to have my dinner
then i went hm watched dvd with a friend and yea
so come fri i was i wrking with an old friend giving stuff to office
it was cool i get to meet people of different backgrounds
i seriously din know the things going on in offices
there is this family which bring their kids to the office its so cool
i wanna do that with mine too =)
at night i head down to mos then club home
so chilled with tp ppl down there
haha saw frens from mos from nicole bday
so it was rather boring so i cut it short and had a picnic of macs at boat quay
anyway fri the wardrobe came its damm cool la..come my hse to see it
sat i slept till at night then ate kfc at my place
followed by a small dvd party at my hse
it was good
i dont really enjoy watching dvds that i have watched
my attention span too short
sun i was to friends bday chalet and bbq at costa sands pasir ris
there was alot of food there
so ate and ate and ate
and there was choc cake
i just love cakess
mon i went to common test then did an interview for my dear ferina
hahah and u guys know what
starting from 1st july all clubs and pubs are banned from letting their patrons smoke
its a law
lol
hahahaha
i dont smoke but i feel it for u guys
its high time u guys stop
went hm slept a bit
then went dinner at cs
dinner at cs is quite nice
im starting to know all the aunties there
so today tuesday i worked at expo for john lil
was cool haha
i spoke to alot of people
i think people like me
i wanna be know as the most nicest cashier at the sale ahahaha
so aft that jen picked me and we went changi for lunch(we ate chicken rice and porridege)
then straight aft that we went to simpang ahahahah we ate stingray and mee and alot of other stuffs lol and now my mum is forcing me to eat at hm
and ive got to eat or she sulked the whole week
so yea im so goonna be fat
hear from me soon..i gonna blog more regularly..
in this prison ur the nigga aight - american history x
@ 12:02 AM
we ended up buying the wardbrobe at nova
fri then its comin
after that, lunch was at changi village with sister and her family
savouring the delicacies there was a treat for the stomach
i went hm to sleep and prepare for zouk at night
"philosophy on life is very subjective"
so yea at night was zouk went with far joel and jen
went with jen on cab uncle was damm cute
he was like talking to me non stop
like know each other ten years
we sat outside zouk and talk most of the time
bt it was fun dancing with drunk friends.
haha far was pissed drunk that time btw
when is he not drunk?
far far ish ish
aft that shared a cab with jen hm.
sun i slept till aftnoon then i woke up to hve dinner at pastamania
my pasta is like filled with tobasco
i am mr tobasco now ahaha
untill sumone can eat more tobasco then me
im serious call me
aft tt jz chill at tm till late
so monday i went to tp and chill there
aft which i went to pasir ris beach
tuesday i went to play games at tp
and surf their net wohoo
aft tt went to cs for dinner
wed night i went to nicole chens bday there was too many people that night was chaotic
*nicole is some model i met at mos
i had to fight for a taxi literally cause i was rushing to j.kayu to eat suppper
so aft supper headed home slept my whole day in since its was a public slpday
oops i mean holiday
thank god for buddhist
so we can get to celebrate vesak day =)
later in the evening i went to marina then the esplanade to chill there
haha i played daidee
they were damm good players
i mean not cheaters
and trust me i am good at daidee
so aft that i went to this memorial place to watch the sunset
aft which i went to bedok corner to have my dinner
then i went hm watched dvd with a friend and yea
so come fri i was i wrking with an old friend giving stuff to office
it was cool i get to meet people of different backgrounds
i seriously din know the things going on in offices
there is this family which bring their kids to the office its so cool
i wanna do that with mine too =)
at night i head down to mos then club home
so chilled with tp ppl down there
haha saw frens from mos from nicole bday
so it was rather boring so i cut it short and had a picnic of macs at boat quay
anyway fri the wardrobe came its damm cool la..come my hse to see it
sat i slept till at night then ate kfc at my place
followed by a small dvd party at my hse
it was good
i dont really enjoy watching dvds that i have watched
my attention span too short
sun i was to friends bday chalet and bbq at costa sands pasir ris
there was alot of food there
so ate and ate and ate
and there was choc cake
i just love cakess
mon i went to common test then did an interview for my dear ferina
hahah and u guys know what
starting from 1st july all clubs and pubs are banned from letting their patrons smoke
its a law
lol
hahahaha
i dont smoke but i feel it for u guys
its high time u guys stop
went hm slept a bit
then went dinner at cs
dinner at cs is quite nice
im starting to know all the aunties there
so today tuesday i worked at expo for john lil
was cool haha
i spoke to alot of people
i think people like me
i wanna be know as the most nicest cashier at the sale ahahaha
so aft that jen picked me and we went changi for lunch(we ate chicken rice and porridege)
then straight aft that we went to simpang ahahahah we ate stingray and mee and alot of other stuffs lol and now my mum is forcing me to eat at hm
and ive got to eat or she sulked the whole week
so yea im so goonna be fat
hear from me soon..i gonna blog more regularly..
in this prison ur the nigga aight - american history x
@ 12:02 AM